The Moon Tarot card is a symbol of uncertainty, illusion, and subconsciousness. It can indicate a time of uncertainty and fear, where hidden thoughts and emotions may surface, often linked to anxieties, fears, or self-doubt. When the Moon Tarot card appears upright, it can mean that one is allowing their imagination and emotions to control their life, which may be linked to anxieties, fears, or self.
The Moon Tarot card symbolizes illusion, fear, anxiety, subconsciousness, and intuition. It is a sign for clearing up fog and recentering relationships, as it often highlights illusions and subconscious fears. Although associated with negative words like anxiety and suspicion, the Moon arrives to encourage us and tells us that we have the power to change.
The Moon Tarot card can also represent the dark side of nature, controlling tides, rain, floods, and seasons. These are often seen as dangers that one must avoid, or portals to another world. The reversed Moon Tarot card symbolizes the release of fear, inner confusion, and the importance of facing problems head-on.
The Moon Tarot card may be alerting to vulnerability and suggesting that one is sensitive. If the accompanying cards are bad, it may also be a sign of a problem with being unable to distinguish between reality and fiction or deterioration of a relationship. Most Tarot readers claim that the cards give the clearest answers during the Full Moon phase, reflecting the improved intuition of the diviner.
In summary, the Moon Tarot card represents uncertainty, illusion, and subconsciousness, but it is not a bad omen. It encourages introspection and self-awareness, helping individuals navigate difficult times and challenges.
📹 How to Read the Moon Card | Tarot Cards
Hello, I’m Ellen Goldberg, and welcome to this Tarot Moment with the School of Oracles. In this segment, we’re going to talk about …
What does the moon symbolize?
The moon, a feminine symbol, is associated with the cyclical nature of time and the phases of the moon, which are believed to represent immortality, eternity, enlightenment, and the dark side of nature.
What does the moon mean in love?
In the text, Kieu and Kim are two characters who fall in love and eventually marry each other. They experience mixed grief and joy, like the motion of the moon, as they encounter happiness and sadness in their past. Their ardent love leads to a happy life, while distant love causes an unhappy life.
The moon symbolizes the love in a comfortable and joyful life, as their lasting love grows bigger and bigger, like the moon waxing. Their hearts are full of love, like a full moon, and their constant love brings them a strong tie deep inside. Genuine love is indestructible and powerful, making it possible to overcome their miserable past time.
Du also uses the moon to show the strength of romantic love. On the day Kieu encounters Kim for the first time, her newborn love is symbolized by the moon, reflecting her mixed feelings of hope and fear. This new love makes Kieu wonder if it is fate that has brought them together.
Eventually, Kieu and Kim fall in love deeply, and the moon watches Kieu intently and supports her love. The moon never wavers, appearing and rotating regularly for millions of years. By presenting the moon, Du indicates the importance of constant love, like the love between Kieu and Kim. Their profoundly enormous love for each other is symbolized by the moon, steady and faithful; no one can destroy its presence.
What is the most lucky tarot card?
The Wheel of Fortune card, a part of the Major Arcana, is a symbol of destiny, fortune, success, elevation, luck, and felicity. It has been modeled since the 15th century after the medieval concept of Rota Fortunae, the wheel of the goddess Fortuna. The card typically features a six- or eight-spoked wheel, often attended by an individual dressed in an Egyptian-style headdress. In some decks, the wheel is also attended by an individual wearing a blindfold.
The wheel is not always inscribed with any lettering, but the letters T-A-R-O (clockwise) or T-O-R-A (counter clockwise) can be found aligned against four of the spokes, which can also be interpreted as R-O-T-A, the Latin word meaning “wheel”. In some decks, such as the Waite, the wheel is inscribed with additional alchemical symbols representing the four elements: Earth, Air, Fire, and Water. The Waite card also features four yellow winged creatures representing the symbols of the four Evangelists, represented by the fixed astrological signs Taurus, Leo, Scorpio, and Aquarius. Additionally, the wheel is accompanied by the Hebrew letters י-ה-ו-ה, usually transliterated as YHWH (Yahweh – Hebrew for God).
Which tarot card is good?
The MAKABEE Original Tarot Card Set comprises a 78-card deck and a guidebook based on the teachings of the Romani people, offering durability and longevity.
Which tarot card is death?
Death (XIII) is the 13th trump or Major Arcana card in most traditional tarot decks, used in divination and card games. It typically depicts the Grim Reaper, symbolizing major changes in a person’s life. Some decks, like the Tarot of Marseilles and Visconti Sforza Tarot, omit the name, implying a broader meaning. Other decks title Death as “Rebirth” or “Death-Rebirth”. The Grim Reaper is often depicted riding a pale horse or wielding a sickle or scythe, surrounded by dead and dying people from all classes. The Rider-Waite tarot deck features a skeleton carrying a black standard with The White Rose of York.
What is the Moon tarot card negative?
The Moon card is one of the cards that can have a highly varied meaning and visual interpretation in different decks. I view the Moon as a card that can be either the height of positive Tarot cards or one of highly negative connections. The Moon card, on the positive aspect, is one that can be associated with dreams, visions, and prophecies. The Moon card, on the negative aspect, is one that can be associated with disorientation, uncertainty, and even possibly psychosis. This is because the moon has long been seen as the cause of mental health issues. We see this in the assumption that the full moon causes madness, and in the word lunatic which literally comes from the Latin word for the moon!
The appearance of the Moon card can herald either a time of prophetic and visionary greatness or a time of confusion and uncertainty. The Moon card can be depicted in various ways, and most often features the full moon in the background. Depending on the deck it could look more comforting and give off the feeling of the positive connections of the card, or it can alternately be a more foreboding card based on the negative connections. The decision of how to portray a card that can have such varied meaning falls upon the Tarot artist, and their personal feelings about the said card. At the end of the day, the Moon card makes its decision based on what it means depending on how it appears in a reading and what cards appear alongside it! This makes it a very changeable and interesting card of the Tarot.
The Moon card can be associated with more positive watery beings like mermaids, or their dark counterparts, sirens. There is also an obvious connection between the Moon card and werewolves, which can be used on some fantasy decks. I hope that you have enjoyed this short post about the Moon card. Let me know your thoughts in the comments below!
Which is the strongest tarot card?
The Fool is a card in tarot games, not part of the Major Arcana. In most games, the Fool is independent of both plain suit cards and trump cards, and does not belong to either category. Tarot decks originally made for game playing do not assign a number to the Fool indicating its rank in the suit of trumps. The Fool is one of the most valuable cards in almost all tarot games.
In tarot games originating from Italy and France, the Fool has a unique role, sometimes called “the Excuse”. In these games, the player excuses the player from following suit or playing a trump. At the end of the trick, the player takes back the Fool and adds it to their trick pile, giving the trick’s winner the least valuable card from that same pile. If there are no cards to give in exchange, the Fool is worth one point less and an extra point is given to the trick-taker.
In a minor variant option of French tarot, a player dealt trump 1 but with no other trumps or the Fool can make trump 1 behave the same as the Fool. In official tournament rules, a player in this situation must declare their hand and force a redeal.
Does the Moon tarot card warn us to be wary of our intuition?
The Moon tarot card suggests that in love and relationships, it encourages understanding and empathy, while in career and financial matters, it encourages caution and trust in intuition. It suggests that by exploring our inner selves and examining unconscious beliefs and attitudes, we can uncover barriers to love and work towards greater acceptance and harmony in our relationships. By embracing the Moon tarot card meaning, we can face our fears and uncertainties, trusting our instincts to guide us towards the right path.
How does the moon affect relationships?
Individuals born during the waxing gibbous moon phase are more self-aware, while those born during the waning moon phase exhibit a proclivity for forgiveness and compassion in their relationships.
What does the moon card symbolize in tarot?
The Moon card is associated with the mutable-water sign of Pisces and its ruling planet, Neptune. It is the eighteenth trump or Major Arcana card in most traditional tarot decks and is used in game playing and divination. The card depicts a night scene with two large pillars, a wolf and a domesticated dog howling at the Moon, and a crayfish emerging from the water. The Moon has sixteen chief and sixteen secondary rays, all Yodh-shaped. A. E.
Waite’s 1910 book The Pictorial Key to the Tarot explains that the Moon represents life of the imagination and the fears of the natural mind in the presence of reflected light. It illuminates our animal nature and conveys a message of peace and calm, allowing the abyss beneath to cease giving up a form.
What is the saddest tarot card?
Theresa Reed, known as The Tarot Lady, discusses the grieving process and the Five of Cups, which she believes is the saddest card in the deck. Grief doesn’t happen in a neat package with stages, and sometimes you can’t fully recover. Megan Devine’s book, It’s Okay That You’re Not Okay: Meeting Grief and Loss in a Culture that Doesn’t Understand, offers a profound and honest look at the grieving process, with tips, practices, and stories to aid in healing after loss.
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I chose #4 and it resonated 100%. I’ve had such a traumatic childhood and life early on. I know I’m psychic and so different from everybody in my family. Born the black sheep, bullied and abandoned by my dad. My mom was never really around and all I had was my grandmother and aunt who are now deceased. I’ve cut off so many in my family due to lack of support. Thanks for the reading!
Pile 4 💖 Always felt so different from everyone & was always surrounded by “friends” that I could literally feel so much negativity energy from, sometimes from family to this day. Had to really build strength and self assuredness from within to not let it affect me anymore. Took years to develop this skill and it was a tough road, but it led me to be in a position to help others / be really in touch with my spirituality and I am grateful. Thank you for affirming this journey & validating that it did have a purpose ❤️
Pile 4: The reading mostly resonated with me. I have cut off with a family member for a year now and currently, I am bothered with a friend who I think is out to get me down. The priestess resonated a lot with me in that people always see me differently without really seeing my true intentions. Even with the friend who I am talking about and I’m getting tired explaining myself, how I think, and my intentions especially that this friend would always turn my opinions down, or invalidate my reasoning. Talking with this friend drains me out these past few days. I stopped talking a lot with that person and it felt like my energy is not being sucked out anymore. However, I could not completely cut-off with that friend because I have a very small circle of friends and I don’t want to cut off another one. She considers me her best friend but I really don’t see her the same because I can sense that she could one day stab me in the back. I am still conflicted with this that’s why I think I’m not yet at the advice cards. The mental stress in the advice card is true though.
Pile 4. Oh my God, this is so true for me! I came to the realisation, at last, more than a hunch that my family and stepmother wanted to destroy me. They actually did, i was killed! I went on to repeat their abusive, destructive patterns, and programmes for the rest of my adult life. Their voices overruled all hope in me. I did not reach my potential, I never did. However, I managed to cut myself off from my dad and stepmother for most of my life. I was blamed for something I didn’t do, and never even knew what it was. Which gave fuel to create a smear campaign against me, to darken my character, so I never could go near my dad, get close to him. He took her side. We never had a relationship. He’s dead now. Mum was a narcissist, leaving us both in danger to keep the family home for herself. My brother a sociopath, cruel, abusive, and vindictive. I could never comprehend why I was never helped, supported, protected, or saved. They wanted to obliterate me. They had evil intent. i could sense their evil. I ended up not being able to go near mum when she aged, she grew vile and it became unbearable, so i was given the badge of the bad daughter. They all cut me out of their wills, i was left with very little in comparison. Even after death, they wanted me to take the blame, and carry the shame and guilt. I was set up to be the bad daughter. My evil brother lied and sucked up to them, and took my share from all of them. He was the abuser when i was a child. I was a shy, timid, sensitive child.
#3&4 Indeed I have been kinda of a psychic kid highly sensitive and suffered a few insults from my peers but nothing major cause I was too cute. I have never felt truly seen by my parents sad but true so I had to raise myself emotionally. Yes I do need some softening cause I come across as confident and sometimes a little brash. Yes I have been cutting off toxic ppl from my life and as you said even if I attract someone toxic it will not last I am certain thank you for a lovely reading
Pile 3, yes, the people who cannot get my true friendship and want a piece of me and i didnt give them my energy they become secretly obbsessive with me. You spot on, I am extremely confident and overly directly that is why people get offended so i learn to cut it away. Yes!!! Very combative energy who wanna beat me so i tried to be lousy but i cannot let my life get over for a few idiots who cannot be happy for me. That is why i leave all of them, they are pissed because i block off their energy. Yes, i am busy in alot of things and my mind run alot of download as well, trying to get job while still doing my tarot as life purpose which doesnt go well in my career but spiritual work is rising. The people that cannot strive has already strive now that is how i get my freedom back and they will never ever get to me anymore and i end up as a victim of their success😇🎆🎇i only lousy for temporary, i am moving towards my dream and goal because the people i wanna cut off isnt meant to be there when i succeed. Thank u! U r a talented reader. Yes, i am not kind in my words especially when i sense some weird energy and my speech might hurt them turn into revenge but i dont want them to in my life because they are toxic and they keep self praising their life just because a few samaritan came in my life and they think they are those samaritan which is weird. I am not having that because i have life i wanna be in.
Pile4, ressonated 100%. I grew up in a toxic environment, been in toxic work places, been with narsictic partner many years. These experiences has effected my mental health big time. Dealt with depressions, anxiety because of this trauma. Now slowly but surely learning to stand up for meg self and have started cutting people out from my life. Sending hugs and much love to you 🙏❤️
Pile 1 and 4.. both resonated. PILE 4 was so powerful it made me cry. I can’t tell you how much you literally spoke the exact words I use to speak on my situation. You did it over and over again.. things I haven’t revealed to others and things that I don’t hear other people say like “My mom was my first bully”.. “am I adopted? Is this really my parent?” “evil” “at birth” etc. Not only that, my initials are BJ and I use that card to let me know the reading is for me. It was the first card that came out. Not only that, Amethyst is my birth stone. Not only that you picked up on so many specific things .. even the parts about the evil inside others attacking me throughout my life and not being connected to family. I could go on and on. It’s insane. You really understand what I have been going through. I finally have some acknowledgement because she will never acknowledge it. She enjoys perusal me suffer from since a child. Anyways, this is a deep rooted trauma and I have significantly distanced myself and don’t reach out. I am considering cutting her off completely. Thank you for this confirmation on what I need to do.
Pile 4– yes, I’ve had a very traumatic childhood. Ten years ago a horrible crime was committed and my own family drove me to a mental breakdown for my efforts to obtain justice. I separated myself from them but suffered intermittent attacks from them. I have to see them in a few days, which is why I’m perusal this reading. I know I’m stronger and so different from then — no longer their punching bag and scapegoat — but it brings up a lot of emotional gunk. It definitely felt like I died several times.
Chose pile 4 and yeah, it’s another scape goat of the family scenario. I’m cutting those ties off, I’ve been fighting for respect, not taking action toward the freedom I crave now because I’m tired and too old to repeat the same cycle one more time. I don’t know what are the exact karmic bonds I have with my family members, I know it’s heavy. Thank you for your insight, your encouraging and compassionate words. I wish you the best too, be blessed 💫
pile 2. I am in a toxic relationship. He can be cruel, and hurtful, and gaslight how I feel, and my perceptions. When i confront his lack of emotional intimacy and connection, he gets aggressive, and I got frightened. He’d go into a bad mood, or play the victim. I am in the wrong. I am so done! I can’t play THESE GAMES NO MORE! I am awakening. I am clear of mind, i have a connection to spirit again. He’s so dark. I feel there are dark forces in him. He drinks at least 3 times a week, use to be daily. He has lowered his frequency. I am rising, I feel he try to stop my progress, then says I’m weak cos I’m not doing my dream. I am in another fallout situation. He’s gone dark again. I have to keep away from him.
Pile 3: I resonate with all of this. I do have to say I don’t believe I come off too strong or stern I don’t think. But people do know I’m definitely NOT the one. I can come with the quickness for sure, but that’s only when need be. I’m actually quite a sweetheart. Very kind and I practically preach kindness to others all the time. These people idk lol like what do you want me to do? Hold your hand or something lol like idk what they want from me. I do share a lot of spiritual information and how one can improve their life maybe that can make some upset but it’s like the fkn truth. I’m so done with trying to carry people if they don’t want to help themselves. That’s just too damn exhausting. I got my own sh!t to deal with as well. But I share my knowledge and show people how they can advance in life, heal themselves to help themselves. People either want to take my advice or take offense to it. Either way I’m like not my problem. Fix it yourself. I had too! But now I guess I can see how I come off as the King of swords. I don’t mean too but it’s like seriously no one is going to save you, you have to want to save yourself and to me these people seem like they want someone like me to fix or upgrade them… it’s weird. So I just mainly keep to myself and keep others at arms distance. I’m prospering in my life and others basically want to leach. That why I’m coming off the way I do. I can see people’s intentions from a mile away. That’s why they are mad and wanting to compete instead of grow with me.
Hi Melissa Thank you for this lovely reading ♡ I chose pile 4 It’s been a heck of a ride. It’s still surprising the level of toxity people will go. I was a target for a fair few people, mostly narcissist. The worst was my older sister. I have vivid memories of her wrath from when I was a new born baby. Her toxic wrath continued until 2.5 years ago when I finally saw the truth of what was going on. Freedom at last. I have no friends by choice. I am super clear on what type of person I want in my life & heart. I deserve the absolute best ♡
Thank you I usually don’t comment but pile 2 but then felt drawn to the last pile and let me tell you it made me cry and yes this family member is always pointing out my flaws amongst other things my parents usually don’t tell her when to stop so I don’t feel like they have the best interest for me and when I got suicidal at one point in my life they made fun of me and didn’t try to understand me anyways thanks for the reading
Pile 4 – yes, absolutely traumatic childhood. Tortured in many ways, everywhere, by everyone. Just one person really cared for me, and i lost her in my 12yo. Now i’m abandoning all these people, learning how to deal wit all kind of people, and embracing my power, taht is huge, for sure. Thank you for your empathy and validation, it was important to me ❤
This is so true.. I’ve had so many family and friends turn on me or abused me. I’m just learning I have gifts and yet to utilize them. my life has been nothing but trouble, strife and chaos. I’m still looking to find out why. I’ve always been a good person and yet can’t figure out why my life hasn’t been easier. I lost my job last year, week later diagnosed with cancer became homeless. my son was taken from family putting me down and lying on me. I’m still battling courts. everyone I thought was my friend, my fiance all have betrayed me. I’m pretty much alone and homeless…
#4 I always really despise and find it be victim blaming when the love and light spiritual community tell people they “chose” to suffer. The universe is eternal, ordered chaos is what people need to realize. if you chose to learn something powerful from your suffering then that was completely your own doing, because a lot of people dont get there. A lot of people respond in a way a normal human would and stay in the dark. and that doesnt mean they were “weak” or didnt “learn their lesson”. That type of thinking is so toxic. You didnt need or choose to suffer, you chose to rise up against any and all adversity and deserve to give yourself that credit. Thank you Melissa for always getting deep <3 You strike me as an 8th houser (astrology), i would love to hear about your story and experiences with this, if youre ever comfortable enough to share of course 🙂 This was accurate af, and you literally mentioned my name (brittney). thank u!!
3. Too late and I had already learned not to change my self for anyone I worked on being courageous enough to be more authentic for years Because I used to change for others until I don’t know myself anymore for quite a long time I dint even knew before which of my words hurt because it’s how I naturally talked that I once tried to adjust and change but it still comes out SUBCONSCIOUSLY that I unintentionally offend others but I now don’t have to worry because I found the right people already that gets me, and I’m proud to say I can be myself without hurting them, without the need adjust not even an inch, our connection is so natural so I clicked on this article out of curiosity as a naturally curious person about random things, in this one I was curious about the LAST toxic group from the last I think 2018 or 17 group I was in AND I FINDOUT IT IS THE SAME REASON OVER AND OVER but the fact that I WAS ALREADY IN MY SOFEST SELF around them 🤷🏻♀️ I already tried to fit in but still they ended up being toxic. Well, I’m glad I left the last toxic group for good. I shall continue moving forwards now with this new group I really hold in my heart coz of our natural connection I felt deep soul family love with them ❤️ Thank you blessed be.
I picked 4 and you said something about how I could have literally lost my life. I did have a death experience and after I came back I had a greater sense of self worth and boundaries, it’s like I came back a different person or something. I suddenly started to recognize peoples ill intentions towards me and wasn’t standing for it anymore. It really exposed the evil souls in my circle which was so sad because these were people I loved with all my heart so what a shocking awakening it was 😅 but since then I’ve manifested everything I ever wanted. It just sucks because I’m having less and less people to share it with as I’ve began learning about peoples true intentions towards me
Pile 4! Definitely resonated. The toxic energy came from work and allowing myself to people please and do what was necessary for the good of the organization but it almost broke me. I’ve learned from those tough, tough years and some toxic people that I’ve been able to distance myself from with a promotion. I’ve come into my own power. It was tough and through many tears, I will not allow anything like that again. Appreciate your readings so much. 💜💜
It’s so sad to see so many other Pile 4’s. I know it hurts and we feel so defeated at times. We continue being so kind and loving, generous, and loyal yet others (especially family) just seem to always hate us. They seem to have the NEED to see us fail and crumble no matter how sweet we are. It’s shocking to know that people are capable of such malice intent cuz I would never dream of such treatment of another. Family or the like. While it’s sad to know how many of us suffer this darkness, we are unable to remain there for we are a bright light! And they KNOW THIS!!! What strength you have, such electric energy ha! We are way too strong of a Soul to let them defeat us. They will NEVER, they don’t have that power for it isn’t theirs to wield. The more it hurts, the more they fight against you, but jokes on them cuz the stronger the punches, the stronger and brighter you shine. WHOA MAMA! Never forget who you are, you phenomenal Soul. Grow and shine even brighter my lovelies, especially during your darkest of times. You are not alone, never alone! So chin up buttercup and you too dear reader. Wonderful job, very talented and thank you. You are a gem. :)))
Pile 4 : while perusal your reading that animation came to my mind when Caroline said ” you are not my mom” I think you know which animation im mentioning.it keeps coming to my mind cause I’ve been lately feeling bad about my mom and honestly I think she has done magic on me since I was a child … this whole thing is mysteriously scary and I can’t even believe if it’s true ..I go insane 😨
Why the actual living phuck would you adopt an already abused child just to ruin them on purpose. I had already been through rape, kidnap, given hard drugs, left with the family dogs, all before I was even 6, then I got adopted by a new family at 7 who ruined, beat, sexually misused, and tortured me even more. I ran away at 20 years old.
3 &4 . That’s exactly what I did! 🤣 I took a break from working/uploading and wanted to watch a reading while eating 😳 this whole thing resonated even down to the grandmother connection and past life stuff. I just watched memories of a geisha cause it kinda reminds me of a past life. One of my favorite movies 😁 our temple was basically ambushed and my twin was just a little too late but I survived. He gave me his sword and let me kill him. It was the first time I’d ever killed somebody. While in a group mediation my higher self showed my a room of all her things that she collected over time from lives. She said anime is her favorite this lifetime 🤣 yea I agree. Then she gave me a sword 🗡 for clarity, finding my voice again, learning how to cut people off and set boundaries when needed so people can’t hurt me. People really get obsessed w me or mad cause I enjoy my alone time and learning about new stuff all the time lmaoo…it’s my Virgo Stellium.
I picked pile 2 and 3…3 was my earlier life (which was very traumatic) which turned me into pile 2…the King of swords. I’m also very psychic…I have visions of what family members are saying about me behind my back…and they do feel like they think they own me. My Aunt seems to be really competitive with me…I feel like I have to act like an idiot around her because she’s so threatened by me saying anything intelligent….because of her own issues/insecurities she totally misperceives me…I can’t handle being around her because I can literally feel what she’s thinking and feeling about me…I always end up questioning myself after being with her. My brother definitely thinks he owns me (my parents do too) and is so judgmental and critical of me…another one who doesn’t see me because he projects his own shit onto me. I feel so alone because I’ve cut so many people out of my life because of the way they treated me….now I will cut someone out in an instant if I get any feeling they’re toxic….doesn’t matter who it is. And I do have a mouth now….I never said anything to people in the past but I just tell people exactly what I think they’re doing and how I feel about it. I sense my Aunt wants to be closer to me but she’s not a safe person for me to really open up to…I have in the past and she stabbed me in my heart/back many times. I’m done with her. I’m struggling to learn how to be open while keeping myself protected…to tell people how I feel without ripping them a new asshole.
I chose pile 1 and that resonates with the current situation with a good friend. It’s been a little weird the last year. But also pile 4 resonated for past situation with my bf friends. It was early on, he had a lot of toxic ppl that were horrible to me when I was nothing but nice. They have all been cut off from everyone we hang with. And we are thriving so all is well now.
Pile 4. I have been trying to leave my current residence for YEARS. The people who live there slam doors and turn on lights the few minutes I am in there taking a shower because it wasn’t enough they have made me feel so unsafe that I don’t even like cooking at home, they want my private shower time. They leave feces all over the place and are some of the most vile, abusive humans I have ever seen in my life. I am looking forward to moving out of here and somewhere better very, very soon. Definately NOT allowing those demons in. I keep a clean house.
Pile 1! Someone in my friend group is “overly sarcastic” to the point where you don’t know if they’re joking or not. They do it more with me than anyone, like mocking what I say in a “jokey way” or telling me to “calm down” when I even remotely say that something is bugging me. They definitely do this to push my buttons. I may have a chat with my close and trusted friend but either way, I’m slowly starting to not care! Claiming with positivity ❤
Pile 1 – Oh so that’s why he used to try and stop me from talking about my spiritual gifts (e.g. astral travel, tarot, intuitive drawings etc) and would get annoyed under the guise that he’s religious lmao. I am somewhat religious too but I love things to do with spirituality. He’d tear me down about my writing and pretend that he was only critiquing my work. Well, when normal people critique, they don’t just say negative stuff only. He was a gaslighter too and just feeling his negative energy online often made my heart sink but I would ignore my intuition (I don’t do that anymore). After 3 months of our ‘friendship’ he cut me off and gave me a bs excuse after I called him out on his toxic ness. I went to see this reading to see why he was toxic to me but honestly it makes sense since that’s what I thought after I got over this connection but wanted to confirm it.
Pile 4: Since leaving LA and moving back to my hometown (San Diego), I’ve been meet with a lot of people who are constantly questioning my identity to the point where I feel like I have to defend myself. I’m a masc presenting nonbinary queer person with feminine energy, so the heteronormative people I encounter(mainly at work) constantly question my queerness. It’s invalidating and at this point I feel as though they’re trying to get a rise out of me or illicit some type of response. It’s frustrating. I already have my regrets about leaving LA.
Pile 3 and it’s funny to me how people see you as “aggressive” while delivering information, while for me it’s literally the normal way. I speak similarly and people think I’m aggressive too.😂Almost like vibe with the right tribe. While I just convey information without rude words usually. Straightforward, don’t cover up in any sorts of “shells”.
P4 totally my family, and relatives af… totally… never spoke up. Always kept to myself as a kid. I have 4 placements in 12th house. I do feel like I’ve lost my life metaphorically. Thanks to my spirit guides.. boy they still see me living and thriving. I’m tarot reader helping people with similar trauma😁 I was psychic and struggled to live. Never was given the emotional support. The only true people who made me feel family were the ones who weren’t.
Pile 2. Thus, put the focus on God. One day, we’ll regret having wasted our lives running behind other people who take us for granted. People are no longer as important to me as they once were. Its a weight lifted. All it took for me was to see that they never cared. Now something else can take the space they left empty.
“I’m getting an envious energy” yes she is so jelous of me and i have a bunch of hobbies, writing, aerials, art, acting, dance, i just started a YouTube website, i do plan on trying to get a career in them. She always gets kinda mad when i talk about them but like i don’t think I’m obnoxious about it, and she always feels bad when she does all the talking about herself and I don’t but talking about myself always included my hobbies. My mental health has improved significantly over the last year and hers has gotten a little worse. She and I are both pretty creative and she doesn’t like my creativity. So I don’t get that one. I don’t know what i did to hurt her, i know she did hurt me a year ago with her “truth” about me. I’m not sure how i feel about a conversation with her, as I don’t wanna keep the friendship. I do get alot of attention and recognition in performing arts. Ooh successful don’t worry about her, hell yeah! Oh wow it is past it’s expiration date, you’re right. I am focusing on my future and grades and hobbies right now. She has been a lesson about toxic people. I’ve been doing a slow fade and it’s been 5 days since we talked, maybe she finally has recognized the end! Yay!
#4 becoming more like #3. I was asked a few weeks ago by an organization to be interviewed after finding out what I’ve been through. Sexual abuse, attempted r*pe, tried to sell me to a s*x traffickerr, physically and emotionally/mentally abused. 4-5 suicide attempts. All done by the hands of family members and I’m still nice to them, which is starting to freak them out. My motto in life is “kill them with kindness”. I’m in college to get more knowledge on how to professionally help others in the same/similar situations 🙂😊 don’t know if the reason for this is karma for shit I’ve done in previous lives but I think I’m done paying for it now 😆🙏✨
Pile 4 I claim it! I’ve been abused my whole life with my grandpa used to physically abused. I was Molested as a child, teased my whole life, cheated on I’ve had other family members tease me.. I’m in a 5 year relationship with another Leo I got into the relationship right after my mother passed away, at first the relationship was get but he’s very much as one thing and dose another and plays all these head games flirts with this guy in Washington says their just friends tells me when I go to bed how to sleep, what to do I want out of it. I always felt Different from everyone. And I can sense things
Amethyst pile, off the charts resonating how did you know, yes am youngest of 3 girls, very toxic sisters always putting me dowñ even my own parents put me down, traumatic experiences, drove me into mental hospital, I did suffer from depression since age 9 years old, so sad about that, anyway after I got out of hospital for depression, my middle sister was only keeping me close so she could give info that I had to my eldest sister that I wasnt talking to, I never ever believed she would ever do that to me, I was like no cant be, a psychic told me this and that I was surrounded by enemies so many things she said were true eg the exact details of things that had happened etc sister is very fake and a great actor, acts so sweet, everyone thinks shes so lovely its too funny, anyway karma comes back to everyone in the end amen❤thankyou
Pile 3: I swear all they do is project onto me. I am the queen of cups, they are the cold ones and now they turn it around on me. I have had to be blunt and straightforward with this individual, yes, because they kept violating my boundaries. Also, I’m not sorry about being cutthroat with them, they deserve it, they’re an abusive narc who refuses to change and do better. I do not want to be “friends”, because I know they are super-fake and will just betray me again. It’s always the same with them and I’m over it. It’s time for them to face their karma and lose their mask and they’re not welcome in my energy. I am soft with the people who deserve it, not them anymore, they hurt me too much. Also, they don’t respect me when I’m kind either, so yeah…nothing I can do. I’m a very authentic person, I cannot stand gossip, backtalk, toxic misogyny and jealousy…which is literally all this person engages in. It’s not my fault me calling others on crappy behaviour triggers them. I am not responsible for the inner work they refuse to do. Sorry, not sorry. They had the chance to do better. They should be mad at themselves, cause they caused this. Let them compete, I’ll beat them every time, because I have talent as well as integrity and high morals, which is much more important than looking good and getting attention.
Last pile, narsastic family I ran away from who have and probibly still will drive me insane, my mother made me feel like I was gonna be murdered if I acted alittle difficult or rebelous against her while she neglected and clipped my wings, I got sexually abused by my biological father in my sleep giving me sleep paralysis and stealing years of my life to sleeping in and medication all the side effects due to it also and my mother and siblings abused me worse and I have 111 major institutional abuse cases, just hundreds of peoples shadows or the orgonisations shadow people targeting me all the time and I’m so sick of it the numbers are ridiculous I can’t get a break even though I swear my self advocating is Clear and direct but not ever disrespectful till they freaken earned it. They set themselves up with it with the devils expressions, he can’t even look me in the eye in some folk, I know from being an old demon lawyer that bad complacency crab mantalities, ill intentions and beliefs and even food that isant in alignment with your body is like greese darkness in the body that the devil can expend to make you hurt others or yourself in tandem with your shadow . It’s sick, I can basically see him and it’s so bad even he looks fed up with it ❤❤😂 #notyourcomunitysacrificallamb #prayforme
Pile 4 I’m the girl that the player fell in love with and other women couldn’t deal with their jealousy in a healthy way. Instead they decided to come for me always trying to destroy our connection and lying about being with him when they haven’t been. 😢I’m just a girl who met a guy and we fell in love. It’s not my fault- if he never felt that way about anyone else.I’ve been told I have a light. Youthful energy and an innocence about me which is prob the reason why I’m an easy target but people underestimate me I’m a lot stronger and smarter than they think
Pile 3. He is a Michelin-starred chef called Wxxxxx Dxxxxx in London. We just worked together. I was so surprised that someone like him entitled himself to ask people to do anything for him. He is rude and abusive to almost everyone. I don’t see him wanting to be friends, as he actually doesn’t answer my emails and phone call. Most people are like him. They do not deserve what they have!
Last pile: Both parents, last and present boyfriend, literally surrounded… It all resonates sadly. I am psychic had two different big profile narcissists w followings who couldnt have me run smear campaigns on me because i could see them. It made me tune out an entire community of spiritual people. With this bf now its specially hard because i was so broken when i met him. And now i know i have to leave and its so hard and so exhausting.
I wouldn’t call myself psychic . But definitely high on the intuitive level . I’m not sure if it comes from hard life experiences or just innate knowing . Not sure if the innate knowing came first and then hardships came about becauses of that but yeah always pain in my life . SSevere depression wrongly diagnosed mental illness . Not getting the proper help being wrongly medicated just having to figure it out on my own . Definitely avoided near death experiences. Still feel like I don’t belong here . Still feel sad and overlooked by everyone around me . I worked very hard to be who I am today and it sucks that people don’t always want to remind me of it … or that I kinda shrug and make it seem like my accomplishments weren’t that hard to overcome or even that spectacular. But idk I guess what keeps me moving forward in life is that own litttle spark I remind myself of thats there … knowing that you can do anything and be anything all by yourself . And that whatever life circumstances your raised in doesn’t matter … you can still carry on with strength and willpower to succeed
Pile 4. Everything said is true except the part about me making money from my trauma experience. That may be future energy (I hope so). And yes it’s family, my mom specifically. Also I’ve been saying the spirits in others can sense my spirit and will sit despise me. Glad to hear this from somebody else. ETA. I think pile 3 might be Gjr but not sure
I’m Pile Four!!! And while it’s so exhausting to relive it, I will share some broad strokes of my life journey with you, because I really want you to connect your reading to the lived experience of your viewers, so you can see how powerful of a reader you are. I’m an empath with clairsentient psychic abilities. And very in touch with Spirit. I’m an only child. I had told myself that the profound negligence, abandonment, lack of protection, and emotional and psychological abuse I experienced in childhood was meant to set me on a path of individuality and freedom. And that the alienation I felt within my own family was so that I was not tempted to hold back or conform to a tribal unit. One of my grandmothers was a verbally abusive narcissistic bitch. My other grandmother died of alcoholism when I was a child. My dad walked out when I was three. My mother was deeply troubled, negligent, mentally ill really, and also narcissistic and jealous of me. And obsessed with men. My three step-fathers were all very toxic and either abusive, negligent, mentally ill and/or sexually inappropriate with me. I have no siblings, and the rest of my extended family are like cardboard cutouts – they are out there somewhere, there but they don’t engage with me basically at all and never have stepped up to be in my life. I adored everyone in my family and was always very starving for their love and care. As I became a teenager I began to have all kinds of emotional issues, conduct disorders, eating disorders.
WOW. I picked 3 and you’re describing my life & Character and the past events to a T. I’m not yet in the Queen of Pentacles energy (i often get that card but reversed) but it’s what i’m aiming for. And yes….. you have no idea the pple i faced and yes… it started in the family trying to tone me down and bix me from Day one (pretty narcissism mother and brother). And yes i have psychic gifts. To give you clues.. i was fighting in a mysoginistic music related niche industry (electronic musics) and because i was self made and pretty feminist.. they targeted me. Because i was threatening their « order ». I fell in love head over heels for a man not knowing he’d soon become my main enemy.
so why did you decide to do this reading right after my narcissistic mother contacted me today? wow lmfaooo, im tuning innnn. UPDATE: pile 4: 33:40 “she attracts narcissists” I GOT CHILLS. i turned my pile 4 into my pile 3. i went from being an easy target to being untouchable. 😏 i got chills all through pile 4, this is crazy how you uploaded this today. i always got taught to hate myself through my mother, i can’t even begin to elaborate on all of the things that she’s done to me because im all tired out from messaging her everything earlier before blocking her. all i craved was a mother, that’s all i ever desired out of life. it’s heartbreaking that ill never have that. to be abused in every way you could’ve ever imagined by the person who carried you for 9 months, only to tell you that she wish she never had you and that she wish she would’ve aborted you is heartbreaking. how do you carry someone in your womb for 9 months only to tell them that you never wanted them? my mom was my first bully. i call my mom my kryptonite.. everything in this reading resonating, it’s heartbreaking. a couple days earlier i got a mini reading and the person who did a mini reading for me said these exact words “i feel like there’s a betrayal in your family, but you’ve been through a lot. i feel like you’ve been betrayed by your own family.” i always identified myself as being “orphaned” i never felt connected to my family which is crazy to me. my family doesn’t connect through love, they connect through talking shit about everyone else.