Deliberately tripping on shrooms is considered sinful, as the Church teaches that intoxication is grave matter. Some people believe shrooms have helped them find their way to Christ, while others believe they converted to a false religion like Islam or Buddhism. Some even claim to hallucinate. The National Institute on Drugs and Alcoholism (NIDA) has found that the psychoactive compound psilocybin, found in hallucinogenic “magic mushrooms”, has a promising role in mental health.
Psilocybin, the active agent in certain mushrooms, causes profound, temporary changes in a network of brain areas involved in introspective thinking. However, psilocybin is illegal in the United States and has been linked to mental health benefits such as treating PTSD, headaches, and substance abuse. The production, sale, and possession of magic mushrooms are illegal in Canada.
Psychedelics like psilocybin and MDMA are experiencing a cultural shift as they move from taboo to the mainstream. The Bible does not directly address any form of illicit drug use, and there are no express prohibitions against cocaine, heroin, ecstasy (MDMA), or other substances.
In this episode of Why it Works, Lucas Sin teaches a method for cooking all types of mushrooms, including breised mushrooms, which contain psilocybin, a hallucinogenic substance found in certain types of mushrooms. The Catechism of the Catholic Church does not mention LSD, psilocybin, MDMA, or mescaline, nor does it mention the word “psychedelics”.
📹 Jordan Peterson – Adam And Eve Ate Magic Mushrooms?
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📹 I Took Psychedelics as a Christian and the unthinkable happened…(Testimony)
I Took Psychedelics as a Christian and the unthinkable happened…(Testimony) This is the true story of what happened to me …
Because of psychedelic ‘shrooms I came to know and love God. I was raised in a Christian household but was angry at life, at my parents who created me and remember blaspheming God’s Holy name until one of my co-workers gave me some and starting testing my boundaries with the dosages. The trip that stood out was December 8th 2023 when the psychedelic trance wasn’t cutting it, vibes were off so after an hour I got up to change the music and checked YouTube for some. A article came up “Who is God?” a twenty-minute article of different pastors/speakers talking about God. After finishing the article I was still stoned and needed to lay back down so I clicked on “Planet Zoo Ambiance” on YouTube and went to bed. Those who use ‘shrooms try it out for a trip once. The music is such vibes: the soft melodies with the humming and finger-snapping. Very nice! Every time I listen to that soundtrack I remember of this trip. I don’t remember dying or anything but remember blasting off to Heaven from the Bible and seeing all my family and loved ones being in white clothes, smiling and being joyous. I was in bed, completely comfortable, tearing up while envisioning this. I was looking at them with PURE love and happiness. Something I barely feel. Sure. I feel happy but this type of happy was on a insane euphoric feeling. The ugly feelings of whatever we humans have: hatred, lust, greed, sorrow, jealously, so on. didn’t exist in my heart nor in that place. At some point I remember seeing Jesus in his form (like from Passion of the Christ) with flowing brown hair and white clothes.
When I was dabbling in psychedelics I wasn’t new Christian, I was completely deceived and thought that psychedelics were innocent. All the people that were taking them seem so happy and full of love for one another. But that was only surface-level as I would find out later. A lot of these people were demon-possessed. Anyways I took the psychedelics and instead of seeing demons, the demons were trying to convince me that psychedelics we’re good. They would say things about the Bible while I was tripping. But it was never wanting me to true knowledge of Jesus, it was just like spiritual gibberish. Because of taking all those psychedelics I became susceptible to doctrines of demons and false ideas about Jesus. I also went into a full-blown drug psychosis. I ended up getting stabbed and left for dead in the desert One Day by one of the people that I thought was a good person. God has since delivered me from PTSD and from any delusions that psychedelics or anything but demonic. I am now completely free in Jesus. Thank God for his mercy and that he didn’t leave me there floundering
Yes! The feeling of the only consciousness that only exists. I felt like I was in a dream. I had done acid and shrooms before but all of this was happening to me while I was sober. I was lucid dreaming and astral projecting. And I spoke to fallen angels aka demons in my dreams. I was deep into occultism and just believed that like a dream, how everything is everything in a dream and our minds just imagine it all up, life is the same. That a chair in my dream is just really me because it doesn’t actually exist. And so I replaced the real world with the dream world. I was quite literally then being lead by demons in the real world and was communicating with them. I had seen “spirits” at a young age so I thought I finally understood the meaning of life. That everything was everything and we’re all gods. But, then one day I was hanging out with my friends who became Christian and the Holy Spirit literally came and I couldn’t hide or think private thoughts. God knew all my thoughts and would answer them in a minute. I felt like I was going to die. His presence was so heavenly so unearthly. So majestic. Like I immediately knew it was him. It was a very crazy experience realizing that I had a spirit of antichrist and the devil would torment me into believing I could never be forgiven again to the point where I almost killed myself. But I felt the Holy Spirit leading me back to God and he casted the demons out in my sleep. Glory all to YESHUA. GOD IS ALIVE.
I love this! I’ve had a bad trip and have searched many “bad trip stories” to see if I could find anyone who experienced something similar. The way he explains the feeling was perfect, like you are the only conciseness. It doesn’t sound that scary, but when it’s happening it’s terrifying because you feel like you KNOW it’s the truth and can’t lie to yourself about it. For me, It felt like demons were speaking through my friends I was tripping with and overall felt like how I imagined the absence of god would feel. I was not religious before that but I am afterwards. I’m glad he shared this with everyone.
WOW I’ve never heard a testimony so similar to my experience!! I took acid with friends 5 years ago before I was a believer and the torment, confusion, and darkness it encompassed made me scared to death!! It really felt like a sadistic test I was being dragged into. So thankful for the healing that Jesus has given me and the peace He brings in my life now!!
Bless everyone who sees this testimony. Like the article and subscribe to help spread the word ❤ PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE, before saying anything brash, just listen to the end because the answers to many questions I expect to get regarding this testimony are GIVEN IN THE article ITSELF. This event marked my life permanently, both the hardship of the experience itself, and the incredible revelation of THE HEART OF GOD and His glorious redemption and healing after it was all said and done. I pray the same healing and love of God is known to every one of you in Jesus name 🙏🏻
Thank you. Thank you so much. You don’t know what you just saved me from. I’ve been seeing demons, seraphim, etc and I wanted to get to the bottom of it. I kept asking God to grant me a vision of him to strengthen my faith. He hasn’t given me one that I can think of yet. I’ve been seeing all of these other people who have tripped and experienced God, and I wanted a mystical experience for myself. I was planning on going on a trip against the advice of my peers, who I just arrogantly assumed were ignorant of the REAL spiritual world and living as lukewarm Christians. God, even just writing this makes me sad. These are my friends. Just because I’ve gone through more than them, doesn’t mean what they say is stupid or ignorant. Just because I think I’m more committed than them doesn’t really matter. Yes, I’m giving this Christian walk my all. I’m ALL in. But who am I to judge them? They’re kind, and they believe in Christ like me. These are my family. I guess it’s not really a wonder that I feel alone and isolated. I never let anyone see a version of myself that ISN’T perfect, and powerful. I never get vulnerable with them. I’m too scared to. I’m too scared of feeling judged by them. So I only share my darkest secrets on the internet, where I’m (for the most part) anonymous and can project an image of myself that I want to see, and if anyone disagrees with me, I just dismiss them as being sheep. I’m too scared to mess up in front of anyone because my entire life any mess-ups have been held over me, so I better make them think I’m perfect.
I remember doing shrooms and feeling demons battling for my soul. I was deep into witchcraft and the occult, and tarot, and got into shrooms and I told the Devil that night that he couldn’t have me and i belong to Jesus and I prayed and prayed until I felt the darkness release its grip and leave from me. God is real, Jesus is real, and we are deeply loved ny the Holy Spirit. ❤
Thanks for your testimony, unfortunately by seeing evil forces (demons) that’s how we get a stronger believe in God, same thing happen to me and I though the same, if this is real then God is 1000% real, before this it was hard to probe that God is always there for you as long as you are ready to receive Him
“Truly, truly, I say to you, he who does not enter by the door into the fold of the sheep, but climbs up some other way, he is a thief and a robber.” John 10:1 This is what happens when we enter the spirit realm through drugs, rather than worship. “Enter His gates with thanksgiving And His courts with praise. Give thanks to Him, bless His name.” Psalms 100:4
Before perusal this article, I want to say: I’ve taken LSD before and it was by far the most terrifying, traumatic experience in my entire 24 years. It was around 2 years ago I did this, and I think I was tormented by evil entities who tried convincing me that this is hell. But I know that our loving and merciful Father was there with me. And that’s how I became a believer. He took the most evil ever done to me, where the enemy tried convincing me that I’m actually dead and in hell. And he saved me and brought me back to reality, but again these attacks are happening again to me, when I am of sober mind. So I definitely think I have some form of PTSD from that. But, he saved me from people who I thought were my friends who were doing evil witchcraft to me, forcing me to believe all of their lies. Even to this day do I suffer PTSD from that event, and have been going through immense spiritual warfare from that day. It puts me in such fear where I can’t even sit in a chair without feeling like I’ll get transported back to the evil being done to me. But I know that I am being healed, and recuperating once more from it. Please pray for me, sometimes I feel this burning on my forehead and get really afraid.
God bless you brother and thank you for your testimony. I experienced psychedelics as I young person. I’m also a born again believer. I had some of the most difficult times which I’ve not shared with anyone. A spirit of doubt which made me feel as I could have literally lost my mind. I continued to be in church as much as possible and by God’s grace and mercy I recovered without anyone ever knowing what I was experiencing. I thank the Lord each and every day as I continue with daily struggles. There’s no other peace which can be found like the peace of God. The spirit world is real.. we’re spirit beings. The darkness and evil of the devil, will do everything possible to destroy a believer’s life. The strength we have through the Lord Jesus Christ is above all and He will keep us from evil and torment. God bless you and thank you again for your testimony.🙏🏼
I did shrooms recently. At first I was I having fun, not really thinking about god. But as soon as I addressed him I felt an increasing wave of fear and guilt come over my body. I felt as if I was being summoned. It was the feeling of having no place to hide, even in the safeness of my house. I was in my living room laying on my couch,And I was pleading because I felt like my consciousness was about to be taken somewhere else. I wanted to grab my Bible out of my car, but I felt extra exposed out there. So I finally asked god to let me grab my Bible. And I don’t know how to describe it, I felt that it was safe to go and grab it, and I proceeded to do so.
I have never known where to share this experience that I had, but I feel this is the exact place. Back in 2014, I went to a certain Christian (used to be Southern Baptist) University on the east coast. I joined their worship group as I’ve been a singer all my life. My RA led Bible study every weekend. Things were alright. However, I met some friends who looooved drugs. One was J and one was D. One night, they brought me downtown to one of D’s friends house and he and his friends all were dropping mdma that night. Unfortunately, peer pressure got the best of me and I decided to do it with them. It took about 30 minutes for it to hit me, but once it did it was genuinely like a layer of reality was removed right in front of my eyes. I could see people for who they really were. I could read, almost outright HEAR people’s true thoughts/feelings/intentions somehow. We longboarded for a long time that night, and in the middle of boarding we stopped by D’s other friend’s house to take a break. We were all sitting in the living room (J, another dude named J, D, C and C’s roommate). When I tell you the energy in this room was just dark. So heavy, dark and uncomfortable. I smoked weed with these guys a few times before this and every single time they treated me like an outsider, even J and D who I usually came with. It was like they all hated me, like I was a joke to them, and I hadn’t done anything to them ever. This night I heard their disrespect without them even speaking. They’d look at one another and nod knowingly or just bust out laughing at the exact same time.
Wow. very interesting. Back in 1982 I took windowpane to find out who my God was. I was going to a Christian college but found myself doing all the wrong things that I “thought” I had left behind when I went to college. Then Doing Acid, I found out my god was Satan and I was bound by sin. I called out to Jesus to Save me and when i opened my eyes from the prayer….. I was straight. No Drugs no effects. I was only about 3 hours into my trip and had not yet peaked. I saw the light, the darkness, demons, the truth, and turned away to Christ for the rest of my life. Now, 40+ years later, I am an ordained minister, married with 5 kids and love the Lord my God as much now and even more because I know what I believe. I got a degree in Philosophy and then went to seminary and Got my MDIV. Jesus shown the light of his love in my dark heart and life. He showed me the power of evil, satan, the devil, sin, the world and showed me the Way, the Truth, The Life. I Love you Lord Jesus because you rescued me from the pit….. Ps. 116!
Amen to all of this. I used to be immersed in New age sorcery and psychedelic deceptions and the promises thereof. Jesus brought me out of slavery and to a place where I could know Him and worship Him. The deceptions are alluring, and the promises lofty. The fruit is destructive. God save them from destruction. Redeem them, please, by your grace and mercy. Thank you for saving this man as well as myself. Beautiful God. The Truth. Amen.
I was filled with the Holy Spirit at 3 a.m. on 200 ug of LSD, while that was happening, I was also healed from the depression and heartache cause by the death of my significant other, that previous year, whatever came to me that morning, called itself the Creator, and also explained the reason why I hadn’t received the gift of the Holy Spirit when I was a young man, as I had so much wanted to, explained to me that it was because I needed it now, not in my adolescent years, and that the father knew better than the child, it was amazing!! I cried for about 12 hours tears of joy I haven’t been depressed or really thought about the death of her since then, if I do it’s in positive ways.
I have never done psychedelics because I have had spiritual attacks during highs from much “tamer” drugs. Hearing stories like this I don’t even want to imagine what I could experience. I’ve had countless existential crisis’ but the one I remember most happened when I was in university. I was alone because my roommate had gone home for the weekend so I decided to get drunk (I was heavily in addiction during my university years). Some girls from down the hall came and asked me if I wanted to smoke with them outside and I agreed to. Bad friggin decision. I had never mixed weed with alcohol and didn’t know that you’re not supposed to do that. I instantly felt extremely uncomfortable and judged by the girls I was with, like I was a joke to them. It was like 11 at night so I made my way back to my room as fast as I could and the moment I shut my door I was FLOODED with hateful voices coming at me. The voices told me how worthless I was, how God didn’t even care enough to notice me, that I was utterly alone and that I didn’t even exist in other peoples thoughts because I was that much of a nobody. I also was heavily convicted of everything I have ever done. I was flooded with the realization that I am utterly sinful and there is basically nothing good about me. The room also began to shrink and I was very claustrophobic. I was panicking and even though I was making no sound I felt like the whole dorm floor could hear the screaming in my mind it was that real to me. The only thing that I kept thinking during this was “what am I going to do?
The night I got saved was a really similar experience for me. Long story short, a friend talked me into doing shrooms. One night I decide to take them and once they started kicking in, I immediately have the distinct sensation like their was something evil trying to take control of my body. I tried fighting it for a while, it felt like everything that is “me” was being pushed out of my body to make room for whatever this other thing was (which of course was a demon(s)), but eventually I realized I wasn’t going to be able to win. Then I felt something (or in this case someone) speaking to my heart saying “you have to choose…you have to choose!!!”. And then I said out loud “I choose Jesus!!!” Then this demon felt like it was pulling me down and I screamed “JESUS…JESUS…JESUS!!!” Louder and louder, until finally I felt the demon let me go, I fell to the floor, and I felt the most overwhelming sense of love, piece, relief, and hope I’ve ever felt in my life. I suddenly knew that Jesus/YHWH were real, that heaven was a real place as well as my real home, and that “Child of God” was my true identity. Never really see the world the same way after that moment. The other thing that’s worth mentioning is that that was the first time ever in my life that actually perceived fate in real time. Like, somehow I felt it in my spirit that right before Holy Spirit spoke to my heart telling me to “choose”, I knew that that night was the most important night of my life and that every step (as well as mistep) I made was all leading me to that point and even though every step was made by my own free will, I was always going to end up in that situation no matter what.
Definitely can endorse the message of this article. In the early 00’s I was doing a lot of drugs and was spiritually rudderless. I began suffering from near debilitating night terrors on a frequent basis. I had no idea what I was experiencing and there wasn’t a whole lot of information about them in those earlier days of the internet. All I knew was that it was, on a very primal level, utterly evil and insidious. In the depths of an attack one night, I called on Jesus to save me. Had some churching in my youth and was throwing a “hail mary”, so-to-speak. The attacks ceased that night and I haven’t had one in over 10 years. More importantly, the whole saga awoke me to the reality of the supernatural, and demonstrated to me where the REAL power and the REAL meaning is, in Jesus the Christ.
I had a similar experience when I tried magic mushrooms. I felt dread, doom, death and despair entagled into one and it felt like God had forsaken me. Ended up praying outside a church for 3 hours and finally felt peace come over me. It was such a relief! I ended up walking home, singing Nothing But the Blood of Jesus 🙏🏽 ✝️ 🩸
I had an experience similar to this a few years ago… I let my brother talk me into using psychedelic cannabis from a dispensary. At first everything was ok but then after about 15 mins it was late so I went upstairs to go to bed. For the next 8 or 9 hours I was laying in bed with the lights completely off and there was a voice telling me that I was dead and that I would never get out of here. I couldn’t move my arms and legs and I was convinced I was in a coffin struggling to get out and could barely breathe because I was hyperventilating. Days after this I still kept hearing that voice telling me that everything going back to normal was all just a trick and that I was still really dead in that coffin, that the joke would soon be revealed that I was still dead and that I’d go back to the coffin. Praying to Jesus and pleading for him to save me was the only thing that got me through that night as I had never felt terror and hopelessness like that ever before.
I’ve had similar experiences with psychedelics and would just avoid the feeling that I was God.The idea I had created all my family and friends and that I had always known this. Then I started to really dissect what I believe was a simple confusion. Being made in the image of God is not a joke, and our ideas of ourselves reveal only a tiny portion of who we are. When you take psychedelics who you believe yourself to be will be challenged by who you really are. I’m more like God than my mind can understand with the limits of my body. Seeing who you are for the first time is repulsive to the part of you thats proud of your identity. Demons will attack your identity but hide in the Truth and they will flee you and scurry into the shadows of ambiguity. Even when people are sober they have strong God complexes within them that cause them to try to blaze their own path because there is a part of them that knows who they are…and the self worship(satanism) begins again.
This is the single most powerful testimony I’ve ever watched on YouTube. In 20 minutes we can see- – the flesh and it’s desires -the rebellion of the flesh -greiving the Holy Spirit – the pride of man – God calling us to Himself -mans rejection of God – the destructive consequenc of sin -the hardened heart -the heart softened -repentance -Gods forgiveness -true praise and worship of God -the Gospel of Jesus preached Again, I don’t think I’ve seen such a compact, complete and conclusive testimony of the process a person goes through as they discover the love God has for them.
incredible testimony.. i just started walking with Jesus after the Holy Spirit came upon me about a year ago on my birthday. i was believing those same lies before i came to Christ, as your old friends were, talking psychedelics and living in that spirit that says “we are all god experiencing itself from different perspectives” hearing this totally brought light to that. great analogy at the end too. i still have a stash of shrooms from a few years ago but i’m about to go flush them down the toilet . thank you for sharing this. God Bless you
I believe you- because I have had similar. I was tormented for 4 hours. I knew and said details of the person in front of me which was a secret. After 4 hours of torment- I mean torment likely from a high demon…. The Lord made me open my mouth and scream Jesus Christ is my Lord and Savior!!! And it stopped. I was in between finding the truth and was experimenting with meditation and worshiping an Egyptian god. It stemmed out of an online new age movement about one consciousness as well(interesting enough) . I hadn’t even read much of Bible then, and definitely did not know the almighty power in His name. So I conclude that YHWH Himself made me say those words to stop everything- Talk about instant belief 😭 Praise ye Lord Almighty, hallowed be thy name.
Hi fellow Jesus lovers. I would like to share this dream with you all. I was lying in my bed meditating and doing some sort of spiritual thing. I was talking to this strange girl telepathically. It gradually steps from one thing to the next and suddenly I’m lifted into heaven surrounded by angels I’m flying up out of my room and there are geometries all around me. I get the sense that the rapture is occurring and I’m overwhelmingly joyous. Then all of a sudden I’m told to go over to my desk and write something down. At this point Satan appears above me screaming and hissing at me. I’m absolutely terrified he is very very scary, I then start calling on the name of Jesus and it is literally starts BURNING him. I get the feeling that this is what hell is like. He starts to cower to the right of me down on the ground because I was calling on the name of JESUS. He then stands up again in one last effort to stop me and makes me very scared. I then begin to I say I REBUKE YOU IN THE NAME OF JESUS CHRIST repeatedly and he starts to burn again. He disappears from me and then I woke up. I then had Satan attack me in a similar way another 3 or 4 times as I tried to get back to sleep. He would paralyse my ability to move and would make it difficult to say the name of Jesus, at one point I was only able to say Christ then I could again say the name of Jesus.
Wow this is a very interesting story. I have one opposite this. I took acid one day and while listening to music I gained the instant knowing that god was talking to me. And told me things will be okay in my life and explained the world and the heavens. I cried like a baby so many times that day as he led me on a journey. But they were happy tears. I’ve never felt anything like it in my life. It was amazing. And now I’ve changed for the better knowing that god watches over me and I carry his love with me everywhere I go
Please, bro, the belief that we are all one consciousness and everyone is God and it’s just God trying to experience itself… that’s not a new belief, and it doesn’t mean that you individually have all the power of God there is still a separate higher self, which is what you would call God.. we can’t access that in our human life, but when we die, we go back to it.. this is an ancient philosophy from India, and has been reused many times in other cultures and religions to call it new age is very ignorant of the rest of the world, billions of people and also offensive. Maybe those guys good intentions of trying to guide you through that experience was not interpreted correctly by you, but you don’t need to say that they are immediately following a false Idol, because your specific version of the same thing is different. Calling that “new age” is literally pooping on billions of people throughout all history from cultures all over the world.
I was once heavily into the occult. I used shrooms and acid to “connect” to “spirit” all the time. God was able to reach through to me on these trips and ultimately I made my way back to Jesus! With God, all things are possible. But now, as a devout Christian, Jesus is all I need. I trust in Him even when I have days where I don’t feel “connected”. Thankful for coming across this article, I am about to visit one of my friends from “back then”, and it’s possible I will have to make a choice against taking shrooms or not, I think the fact I came across this article is very telling… I’m NOT going to do it. Jesus make me strong to say “no”.
I’m glad your story turned around. I also have put myself through 10+ years of being an alcoholic drug addict. I am very happy I never went through anything that evil through my years of messing around with that stuff, I believe it’s because I had a family that was praying for me everyday and now I can say he has removed that overwhelming desire. After that he removed the desire I had for pornography. Just wanted to share for if anyone’s struggling don’t give up your miracle could right around the corner. Don’t do drugs kids God bless
I’ve never done drugs or got drunk because I’ve heard these stories way too much 😅 brother I am glad you made it back to the Lord. Its terrifying being surrounded by people that doesn’t follow the Lord and do demonic things. I learned if I have anything within me is saying “don’t go” I leave. And yeah…I had to cut alot of ties with people. 😓 so many that I used to know mocked Jesus and went down dark paths. Better to be alone and with Jesus than be surrounded by wickedness, only Jesus can save them. Edit: Amen Amen about the analogy. Once reborn, you can never see the world the same again. 🤗
Amazing article brother, all glory and thanks to the Lord Jesus Christ. About 2 weeks ago, my son (whose name is Jonathan incidentally) showed up at my house, and told me he discovered how to unite with God without the Bible. He offered me LSD, and it broke my heart. I haven’t done that in many many years, since long before i was saved… but I know that demons are real and the last thing I want is to open those doors. He left upset because I “was denying something that would allow me to be my truest self”, but I knew it would’ve been the worst mistake of my life and would damage my walk with Christ. I’m sending him this article as a testimony of exactly WHY I won’t do that with him, bless you in Jesus name for sharing your testimony. Please pray for him brothers and sisters, as I will continue to pray for him. Bless 🙏
This is an amazing testimony. It makes me think of something that happened to me in college as well. It was similar in the way God used a person who had a strong relationship with Him to try to stop me from making a big mistake. At first I was like, why are you looking at me like that? This person had a very clear “no” on their face even though I was only shaking someone’s hand I had just met. There was a spiritual battle beginning in that moment that I’ll never forget. The next time the person that shook hands with me came into my life, I had the strongest Holy Spirit conviction I’ve ever felt and I couldn’t utter a word knowing that as soon as I opened my mouth I’d bust out crying. So I pushed back the urge as hard as I could…something was seriously wrong. Nevertheless, I went ahead and made my mistake…I have wrestled with resentment ever since but God has been very gracious to me. Even though the path I’m on is much more challenging than it probably would have been if I had listened to the Holy Spirit in college, God has been redeeming the situation and let’s me know that He is always there. I’m so thankful for His forgiveness.
I had this experience on mushrooms a week ago 9:08 but before that I asked God a few questions and was freed of all the chains on me. Then I was given probably an hour of an outpouring of Gods love, I never wanted to leave but I kept telling my parents I want everyone to know this feeling. I want back to my house where I found myself stuck in a loop, like God showed me all his goodness he allowed me to sit there in complete absence of life and God, anything good, I know what you mean about timelessness. I was only there for 10 minutes but it felt like I had died and was in hell, like I knew what God wanted for me but I choose to be apart from it. Even with out physical pain that mental anguish was unbearable. I wanted to die just to be rid of the feeling of never resting again. But God is good and his agape love is there for you to take. He has offered it and will not take it back. Please just receive it, please know his goodness. I promise you he longs for you to get close. And by Jesus blood and sacrifices that connection is there. And you don’t have to wait until you die. Come close to God. He doesn’t care what sin is lingering on you. Just dive in to his love. It is soooo deep and so good.
I’ve taken psychedelics many times and I fully agree with the part where he was making the analogy of going to a party where everyone’s wearing a mask and not knowing who’s truly under those masks until your born again through Christ. I’ve always been Christian however, my last 2 years of highschool I had a much weaker relationship with Jesus and would almost completely ignore his existsance at times even tho it pains me to say it. I tripped many times throughout my last 2 years and the summer after, and almost all of my trips were enjoyable, yet my life was going downhill fast and my mental health along with it. Over the past 2 years however I’ve gotten my life back on track for the most part, and I am a much stronger believer in Christ and have a better relationship with him. Of course, I do slip up from time to time as we all do with our own weaknesses. I have tripped three times in the past 2 years now which I’m not proud of, but it’s better than my senior year by a long shot. Every time I trip now, even if I’m able to enjoy parts of the experience, I am very aware of the demons that are attached to both me and whoever I’m with. In my experience, people who don’t have Jesus in there life tend to have many more demons, yet sadly only some of them ever realize it. It is still somewhat beneficial for self reflection imo but I definitely think it’s very important to be careful with who and what you surround yourself with in those experiences, as other people’s demons can most definitely affect you.
I’m a Christian. 2 years ago I had an experience with psychadelic mushrooms. I went into the experience hoping to grow, and I came out of it a better man. I finally came to terms with my dads death, and I then lost all interest in tobacco too. I’ve since had 5 other experiences, all being difficult, BUT very beneficial. this wasn’t an attempt at having a fun time, but more to understand myself and face my demons. I’m still conflicted over if it’s okay or not, but I still can’t say anything bad about the substances if done in a responsible manner.
I just heard you’re testimony. I was considering to trip again. For me it’s also clear it’s a back door to the Spirit realm BUT; i have been having thoughts on EVERYTHING you’ve described before the final choice. Thanks for the testimony, for me it was revealing, inlightening and precise, and perfect timing. Keep up the goog fight. God Bless you all from Perú.
This testimony really resonates with me and I feel all Christian youth (well all youth actually if they would listen) need to hear that warning. I went through something similar and the explanation at 18:15 is perfect. Like having a dream where everything looks almost heavenly but not being able to shake a terrible foreboding. I never understood why but am so thankful that now I do.
I believe that God will meet us where we are at & use bad experiences & mistakes to reach us. Because the word says He chose us before we were knit in our mothers womb. However ONCE you believe & have found God, we shouldn’t try to take psychedelics to try & encounter the Lord. I know that’s not what your article is about, but I had a friend who was attempting this & I tried to pray against it and ask him not to do that…but all he wanted to do was bring me into it with him. 😢
I had a psychedelic experience on ketamine as a christian where I was tormented by demons.MOST TERRIFYING THING TO EXPERIENCE. Hell so real. Yet, I still wondered are mushrooms okay? microcode? is lsd okay? THANK YOU, you have brought me closer to Christ. He didn’t want that to happen to me and now I can see all the ways he tried to stop me. I chose to open myself up. I can see it all so clearly. BLESS YOU! IM FREE
I’ve had many psychedelics experiences, more than I can count really. Most were healing and beautiful, with an enhancement of perception. They were also fun. I can’t recall an horrendous bad trip. I might have had some internal reflections and perceived more in people, but nothing truly haunting really. Never inflicted self-harm in a trip. One of the most remarkable ones was over a decade ago, I was still a teenager and have gone out with friends on a friday night, we took a psychedelic and I didn’t told my mother I wasn’t coming home. We ended up tripping together over the whole night and most of the following day, my mother was very concerned, she even called people to find out where I was. She could not reach me. But I vividly remember curling up in a ball and feeling like I was in my mother’s womb. It was a warm experience for me, this spiritual connection I felt with my mother. But I believe the reason it was triggered was because at that time she was preoccupied with my well being. Even though it was not a good thing to get my mother to worry about my whereabouts, the experience itself was wholesome, this warm maternal bond of protection. It was just too coincidental that I felt like I was in her womb while she was worried about me.
Psychedelics put me on the path to christianity, ive never been atheist it was more of i just didnt think about it, and my shroom trip for the first time was an empty stomach and a handful of shrooms, maybe 6/7 grams, i thought i died, i kept having to tell myself i was just tripping but when i felt like the “entities” come and surround me i went through different emotions with each one, eventually a thousand years later or forever later when it ended i was left with so many questions regarding myself and spirituality which caused me to seek God more
Shrooms for me gave me the understanding that we are all one, everything was breathing in unison from the trees, to the ground, to the sky. Our bodies are spiritual vessels that allow us to create things in this physical world, just as god created us, he bestowed the power unto us to create and make this world better (or worse). But I essentially got that feeling that I am a part of god or from god. Aside from this on a darker note I saw a demon and essentially hell below me. Felt like the demon was trying to scare or intimidate me, and I just kept thinking of god in that moment. It all felt so real but I just feel like this was an internal battle in my head and the shrooms were guiding me towards the right path.
Your words are true. I had an experience where I thought I had died and gone to hell. It was absolutely horrible and definitely put the fear of God in me that remains to this day. It was horrible but it was righteous. It was what I needed. If you are genuinely Gods child He will discipline you and sometimes it seems overly harsh. God knows exactly what he’s doing and exactly what it takes to keep HIS children on the right path. Every time that I have experienced something like this, is because I was disobedient. I thank God that he loves me enough to teach me his ways. Your testimony really shed light on the soul ties aspect of former relationships. God helps us to break away from those that will lead us astray. Even in the church! Even in Sunday school!!! I am truly thankful for those hard lessons now. He is truly working for our good. I cannot comprehend the love he has for us. He will bust our bottoms if he has too! Thankfully, its happening less and less. I’m beginning to catch on!
I had the exact same experience, twice. I somehow always “forget” that Jesus is Lord and end up chasing pleasure back into hell. The last time it stuck and I have been trying so hard to stay on the straight and narrow since. I have an existential dread that i will be damned for constantly losing my faith and chasing pleasure instead. Please pray for me, I will pray for you too.
Man oh man this takes me back to a very similar situation for myself. Worst night of my life. 2 hits of 4 way window pane. Everything became good or evil. No in between. I could see evil in everything and understand how Satan had influence on it. Didn’t matter what music I put on I could hear an evil message in it. Took me years to get back to any form of normalcy even though I still have panic attacks on occasion and I believe it was from that event.
I was in hospital recently and i was given opioid pain killers after a surgery. It messed with my head so much i was seeing dark hellish things and at one point i almost managed to pull out tubes that were helping me. They had to restrain me to keep me from hurting myself. My mind was impacted and for next 10 days I struggled with what i saw in those dreams. Once i confessed that all that i saw was a lie from hell the torment of those dreams left me and i could sleep soundly again.
Great testimony brother! I had a similar experience. I had been taking psychedelic drugs for over ten years and never had a bad experience. I did not know God had been working in my life over the past couple of years and convicting me. I took 2 hits of acid and proceeded to enter a terrifying hell on earth for a few hours. When I started coming down I was doing some kind of praying although I was still an atheist. This event helped convince me that Satan is real so therefor so is god. Within a couple months I was born again praise Jesus! I believe every good trip is a spiritual deception and the lord removes the deception for those who are saved or apparently going to be in my case. The reality of the spiritual realm you enter when you go through that door is far more terrifying than anything in the natural world.
“Then I saw another mighty angel coming down from heaven. He was robed in a cloud, with a rainbow above his head; his face was like the sun, and his legs were like fiery pillars. He was holding a little scroll, which lay open in his hand. He planted his right foot on the sea and his left foot on the land, and he gave a loud shout like the roar of a lion. When he shouted, the voices of the seven thunders spoke. And when the seven thunders spoke, I was about to write; but I heard a voice from heaven say, “Seal up what the seven thunders have said and do not write it down.” Then the angel I had seen standing on the sea and on the land raised his right hand to heaven. And he swore by him who lives for ever and ever, who created the heavens and all that is in them, the earth and all that is in it, and the sea and all that is in it, and said, “There will be no more delay! But in the days when the seventh angel is about to sound his trumpet, the mystery of God will be accomplished, just as he announced to his servants the prophets.” Then the voice that I had heard from heaven spoke to me once more: “Go, take the scroll that lies open in the hand of the angel who is standing on the sea and on the land.” So I went to the angel and asked him to give me the little scroll. He said to me, “Take it and eat it. It will turn your stomach sour, but ‘in your mouth it will be as sweet as honey.’” I took the little scroll from the angel’s hand and ate it. It tasted as sweet as honey in my mouth, but when I had eaten it, my stomach turned sour.
i have had good trips, that taught me how to control moderation in my life, how to treat others, and how to generally behave properly. i have had bad trips that although terrifying, taught me valuable lessons too. A lot of it is mindset, setting, and sometimes the individuals mental health. If you try these substances with any level of hesitation or trepidation, or if you are generally anxious. you are tempting your own mind with a bad trip. you will cycle through whatever emotion you allow yourself to have until you muster up the ability to think it through.
Thank you so much for this testimony. One more step out of the complete confusion. I have experienced with and without psychedelic undescribable infinite transcendental love from what I thought was God. This inner “knowing” that we are God experiencing himself through us, that there is no good and bad, it is all One and so many extremely confusing experiences which seem like the ultimate truth whilst you are living it, like projecting reality instantly through my thoughts, I think and it is right there, crazy stuff like also no time existing and another time the freaky feeling that no one exists but me and that I was at the end I am just all alone, so many extremely freaky experiences and some seeming so incredibly beautiful ones but just leading me to complete confusion and completly destroyed my life for the past 9 years and isolated me from everyone, making me loose all my possessions, family, friends, house and everything I had in my life… It told me so many lies which felt so real and true and I thought it was God talking. I am starting to understand that it was not God but demons. People need to know the danger of New age practices and psychedelics. Sorry for my english I am French. Thank you so much for sharing, thank you God I am starting to understand even I am still resistant to the dogmes of religion
I had a similiar experience just a few days ago. I took a tab and wanted to stay home and was convinced to go to someone’s house. There I took an edible and felt extremely guilty afterwards, because I couldn’t wake up. God has shown me that some people are evil and are possessed, and that he cares for you and loves you no matter what mistakes you make.
Thank you for sharing. I have also been giving a testimony of The wrongness of psychedelics. Going into the spirit realm through the back door is a great analogy…well, a great DESCRIPTION I should say of what happens….. I had a dream that I was sitting with my mom on her bed with piles and piles of papers. I was showing her everything I had been studying. She suddenly grabbed a stack and started to shove it away into the trash saying “ohhh no don’t even MESS with this shit. You don’t need to be messing with this shit.” I was curious, of course, because she hadn’t just dismissed anything like that before. I leaned over so I could see which stack/topic she had reached to. I saw a name printed on the top. It is the only time I’ve been able to actually read something in a dream and remember it. The name was Terrence McKenna. Months later, I came across the name in my study of psychedelics and just like that I knew to be careful because I had been given a dream warning by God MONTHS before I ever heard the name.
I am normally very skeptical/rational about spiritual encounters as I firmly believe a lot of christians fake these experiences as a way to prove the Spirit in them to gain some sort of recognition. I still believe these experiences happen just not as much as people make it out to be. I couldnt help but to tear up while you talked about the moment of worship you had. Its a feeling that cant be mistaken with anything else. A true enconter with God. It reminds me of Steven Bancarz testimony coming to God from a new age lifestyle. Im glad I got to hear your story. Its been awhile since I have been honestly reminded of Gods presence. Please continue to share.
Shrooms make me feel anxiety and if I am with others I feel their pain and sadness. I’ve tried telling people and they didn’t believe me because their experience was more positive or meaningful to them. I met another empath who feels the same as myself. My experience wasn’t as drastic as what you describe, but these experiences definitely are real and I believe your story.
Thank you for putting this testimony out there. Delafe Testimonies also had a testimony about the same thing. I’ve never done it, but I love being enlightened about the spiritual aspects of drugs most assume are purely physical. I pray it reaches the eyes and ears of many Christian college students who think they can go down the same route and come out spiritually unscathed. I especially love that you highlight how God always warns and tries to stop us, but many don’t head the warning then suffer the consequences, and some even dare to blame God for letting it happen. May God continue to bless you, and merry Christmas!
I didn’t need drugs to see a demon. 7 years ago, I was sitting on the couch in my apartment when my whole body started to twist and bend, like I was writhing in pain… but it didn’t hurt. I felt nothing. A dark figure appeared near the door. It was excited to see me. It couldn’t contain its excitement. I couldn’t see its face, but it was shrouded in darkness. It knelt in front of me, and I closed my eyes because I was too afraid to look directly at it. It told me that I belonged to it… that I was never going to be free of it. That was 7 years ago. I haven’t seen it since. Life went on as usual. It was the strangest experience of my life. I left that apartment soon after that.
Such a profound testimony & insight to the love & power of God! Beautiful ❤ I’d love to know what denomination church you’re a part of. I’m having an Incredibly hard time finding a true (Holy) spirit filled church & preaches the Bible in context. I’m happy to hear that you had the right people & leadership around you!
Thank you for this testimony. I have a number of friends who have been experimenting with Ayuhuasca. I have been tempted but unsure if this is something I should get involved with or not. The timing of this message affirms that its a short cut and would expose me to things were not to know about as humans.
I love the analogy of why some persons are impacted and others aren’t. I often wondered why I am so sensitive to certain things like perusal certain movies is a big no no but I can tell I was delivered from a lot of soul ties and strongholds and God is warning me not even to get near anything that could entangle me. Like the scripture you highlighted when an unclean spirit leaves someone and he comes back and there’s an opening he brings a bunch of his friends with the intention that he’s not going to let u get away this time.
From listening to you, it is clear that you go from one confusion to the next.. And from one BELIEF to the next.., and you keep looking for GOD outside of YOURSELF.. I’m sorry you need to think that your friends are working with demons and that’s why they feel ok and you didn’t.. ALL OF THIS IS GUESS WORK.. AND NON OF THAT WILL HELP.. I REEEALLY would love to help you because I have had a similar experience being a Christian.. YOU WILL ONLY FIND BALANCE AND PEACE WHEN YOU EXCEPT THAT YOU ARE A SEEDLING OF GOD.. YOU ARE DEVINE AND GOD IS INSIDE AND PART OF YOU!!!! EVERYTHING IS A REFLECTION OF AND PART OF GOD… GOD IS THE SOURCE OF ALL, AND IF AN ALL KNOWING GOD CREATED ANYTHING…, THAN GIVE GOD SOME CREDIT THAT IT KNOWS WHAT’ ITS DOING.. I SAY IT, BECAUSE SOURCE IS SOOOO MUCH MORE THAN MAN… EVEN JESUS REFFERED TO GOD AS HIS FATHER.. SO PLEASE TRY TO UNDERSTAND THAT THERE IS SOOOO MUCH MORE TO GOD THAN THINKING JESUS IS THE ALL OF ALL AND THE ONLY THING YOU NEED TO PUT YOUR FAITH IN… THERE IS NO GOD VS EVIL… GOD HAS NO OPPONENT, NOTHING CAN EVEN COMPARE TO GOD.. GOD IS ALL, AND WE ARE HERE TO LEARN AS SMALL PEICES OF GOD, HERE TO REMEMBER THE LOVE THAT IS OUR SOURCE AND TO BRING THOSE WHO HAVE LKOST THEIR WAY… CLOSER TO HOME, CLOSER TO OUR HEART… WHERE GOD(SOURCE) OR EVERYTHING… YOUR SUFFERING COMES FROM NOT EXCEPTING THAT EVERYTHING CAME FROM GOD, INCLUDING YOU, AND TO TURN (YOUR) DESIRE OFF, AND KNOW THAT IF GOD WANTS YOU SOMEWHERE, GOD WILL TAKE YOU.. PLEASE BRO, FOR YOUR OWN JOURNEY HOME, GOD IS INSIDE YOUR HEART.
Interesting to note and I wonder if this is really true for everyone. Not all psychedelics are like this but I’ve heard lsd horror stories. Now, the Bible says “You are Gods.” Jesus said that. So…. Lots of confusion. Honestly could have been a major spiritual attack or too high a dose. And it is a synthetic chemical rather than a plant. Sometimes the pain of a philosophical reality is that deep. I’ve experienced that type of pain in real life just by considering oneness. Simply fathoming the depths of the universe is a painful task. In any case I won’t be taking lsd.
I was a hard core atheist until I did DMT. Psychedelics aren’t for everyone but they have helped me with PTSD for years. God has a purpose for everything. That’s why DMT is in almost every living organism. Today I’m a Christian and I still take LSD occasionally or maybe some magic mushrooms but DMT served it’s purpose for me
Wow!!❤ i felt this article im still trying to this day i understand everything he is saying // Lord Jesus Christ please take this horribleness from this earth and heal all of our hearts the world needs to be flipped i wish the whole world was on the same path but this path that is supposed to continue will lead us to his coming im not afraid i am so excited even thru all of what i have committed in sin i am so excited for our Lord and savior coming jesus Christ ❤ when something very big and eye opening happens all of the non believers will either fall to they’re faces or run!! i cant wait for the day im so excited to see jesus even tho i have had issues with sin / i have issues with masterbation someone help me im not embarrassed i just have to put that out im sorry YouTube but please lord help us !!❤
It really bothers me when people tell me I’m god or were all god. Like, no, I’m not God. I don’t want to be God. I’m happy serving the one true God. It’s hard for some people to embrace that. My time with secular new age spirituality was not a fun trip. I struggled to comprehend the demons I would see because those traditions didn’t have a framework for understanding darkness. It would however open that door right up.
Im a Christian and had a wonderful experience on magic mushrooms. Truly saw the beatific vision. And felt the presence of Gods council. But ive also had bad experiences. Its really about who youre with. When i did it alone it was great. When i did it at a party with a bunch of people around, it sucked. I dont do and drugs anymore, besides coffee and nicotine. Sounds like you just had a bad trip. And you weren’t truly comfortable around these people.
As a Christian, ive done mushrooms multiple times and the experience always brings me closer to God and helps me deal with my own issues. I send the majority of my time tripping in complete awe of Gods goodness and the world he provided us with. You would be right if you said I shouldn’t need drugs to have that experience. Ive always done it with like-minded friends and noone has ever had an issue. I dont think the drugs are the problem, Its probably the friends. I do get the sense that when on psychs there is a very real spiritual component that is possibly pushing the boundaries of what God intended mankind to experience but I feel better about mushrooms than I do Acid as at least mushrooms are natural. Weed is also natural and I believe it has a use for some people but because of my history with it God has told me quite clearly that it’s not for me.
I was a Doubting Thomas, I thought that the Catholic Church was just an institution and that the sacrament of confession could be replaced by one’s own prayer to God. I was very wrong. God gave me a sign, I’ve been asking him for it all my life, and now I’m 40 years old. A few months ago I was under the influence of a person who said he was a healer and he changed my life. It changed for the worse, after the so-called “cleansing” my life turned into a nightmare, and I thought I would commit suicide, I felt so lonely. I felt that my mother was a complete stranger to me. I went to confession thinking that if I told him that I trusted esotericism, the priest would throw me out of the confessional. I thought that the only exorcism would free me from this mental torment. But it turned out that when I showed remorse and truly regretted that I had turned away from God and allowed a man to perform rituals over me, God forgave me. When I left the confessional, I was already healed. For several months I couldn’t believe what had happened. This proves to me that God is infinitely merciful and that He is alive in the Catholic Church, and the sacrament of confession is extremely important, it is like exorcism and reconnection with God. Practically no one around me understands this, because only the experience of such a miracle can make you understand what I’m saying. God gave me such a beautiful experience and it is my duty to preach the truth and tell people about it. This is my testimony.
So my experience with LSD, it definitely makes me more Spiritually Aware so I try avoiding tripping late at night because that’s when I will see demons and stuff. Only time I felt Attacked was when I had taken 1500ug+ Dosage, that was a nightmare, thats the time where I felt the Devil and every Demon nearby try get a grip on and latch on to me and I because possessed briefly, but I managed to fight it off, my head was in alot of pain and it felt like I was gonna die, I was screaming in agony. It wasn’t the idea of dying that scared me, but the fact if I did it would have been me doing something really foolish and not knowing if I would have made it into Heaven. I prayed in Tongues and called out to God. I asked him to make it stop, but he said “You’re in this now, but I will hold your hand and get you through”. I put on worship articles and kept my eyes on that, it helped keep me from getting dragged under into inky black darkness, and helped relieve the pain. But the Positive that came from that, that’s the first time in years I truly felt vulnerable and helpless, and completely dependent on God. So fast forward to now, I’ve tripped a few more times since then, and worked out my dosage/timing as to when to take it and it’s been positive again. But yea now I am conflicted. I know its been touted for its therapeutic benefits and its helped me with Depression (when not abusing it of course), and right now things are quite overwhelming for me and it’s been a while since I’ve had it and I’m feeling like I need a reboot, or vacation or something but its not possible for me right now.
The day before I once tripped on acid I was read this part of revelation, and I didn’t think much of it but I realised that our Lord knew that it was going to happen and I should be aware. And also a list of “coincidences” that seemed like a message from the Lord himself. Although, I do believe that opening up the spirit (chemically in this case) I do believe that it can be reckless because psychedelics make the soul like a sponge which makes the heart susceptible of the entrance to any type of spirit and can make people “mad” even when the trip is over that can and has in many cases lead people into mental illnesses such as schizophrenia. Which is a danger that should be definitely raised and is a comcern, but simultaneously I believe it COULD be used in a positive way if under the supervision of a “professional” and in a very controlled setting. But obviously tripping with non-Christians is going to make one more susceptible to other ideological beliefs. But, I don’t think that this should be so one sided in the Christian community. I believe psychedelics could potentially help people with their wellbeing in general including people of Christian faith.
Thank you so much for sharing! In this bleak world, so many young people are looking for answers, meaning, and just plain entertainment in psychedelics, hallucinogens, and other New Age mysticism. I’ve never tried them, but so many of my friends have so thank you to speaking to this, and the spiritual warfare that is so close to the surface everywhere. There is power in calling things as they are
Sometimes, as I go about my life, I look at a person walking down the road … randomly, no thoughts, they just capture me. I feel such ENORMOUS feeling of love, so strong, it bursts out of my heart, quite randomly, towards that person I don’t know them …but it BURSTS like a volcano of LOVE towards them … .. Its bizarre But, maybe, just maybe, that individual NEEDED that, at that time and in that way…. I have no control …its inside yet outside of me. I ❤️ GOD … He works in VERY mysterious but loving ways. Xxxxx
Psychedelics are god given. They act as a mirror inside your spirit. If someone has a “bad trip” remember that is what it is inside yourself. Psychedelics are spiritual tools, not “recreational drugs”. The “drug” isn’t “bad”, poorly made decisions just make uncomfortable outcomes. God bless you friend
I just did shrooms last night and wow… Everything I saw was being pulled. Our entire existence was being pulled and it felt crazy… Think of a conveyor belt with everything of existence was being pulled and as i stood over everything, it was bright. I couldnt talk but i noticed breathing wasnt even a thing yet what you thought just was … If u thought it, it was there. I want to go back to wherever i was. But it also felt like i was being placed infront of my friends and every secret i had was being pulled from me like.. Out of my skin. Its hard af to explain.. But it felt like god was demanding me to speak yet i refused to.. Then i was placed above this energized conveyor belt type of energy and then placed infront of friends again to speak and i couldnt.. It was weird! But yet it felt so… Alive? Then i went on another trip where i seen layers of life… Like a bunch of paper stacked on paper but each paper had our “earth” of living… Ugh.. I wish i could explain it better. It was a trip big time.
This would explain why I had such a horrible trip when smoking a high dose of what was supposed to be weed. For me the trip lasted what felt like hundreds of years and it’s very hard to even describe what I saw and what it felt like so I won’t do it right now. I know I was begging for god to end that and when I eventually came back from what was maybe 10 hours in this world, I was so damn glad I was still alive. Now was it because weed just ain’t for my brains, or because demons attacked me because I believe in trinity, I don’t know. But I know that some things are not just to be played with.
This was a great testimony and well articulated. I micro dosed shrooms in a candy bar a few years ago and I know that God has protected me greatly over the years. Even the fact that I was micro dosing is a testament to me not being a super reckless person because of God teaching me otherwise. My experience was just this heightened thing where I was perceiving things a little different. It was weird for sure and definitely had some paranoia. I think in general, getting high is always going to lead you to a perception that isn’t what God wants. People say that God won’t protect you when you open doors in ignorance or blatantly but I’ve seen otherwise by Gods grace. I definitely have renounced all that. I’ve seen a lot in life with no trips. Lots of demonic manifestations in an ex. God also protected me throughout that relationship too, did I get attacked ? Yes of course, but not as severely as I could’ve been. She was very possessed.
I tried a shroom chocolate bar a couple times but my first time it was a different ball game. I felt energy coming inside my chest and I started crying of joy and other mixed emotions. I felt every emotion at once and it was hard to explain. But after that moment I was finally able to connect emotionally with my gf now my wife. Keep in mind for 5 years I was emotionless.. I couldn’t really feel joy or happy when good things happened to me.. but after that day I now cry with my girl perusal sad movies 😂 and I actually feel other emotions other than like a wondering sad soul all the time. You can have a good trip if the setting is nice and have good people with you. But me I like tripping by myself or with my girl around but that’s it. If you do try them just don’t have a lot of ppl around and be comfortable that’s key my friends
I ASK PRAYER FOR MY MARRIAGE PLEASE FROM ANYONE THAT MIGHT FEEL LED BY GOD/YESHUA (Jesus) TO DO SO…Thank You from all of my heart & may The Lord bless & keep you and your loved ones. This is a part of a letter pleading with my husband to consider giving our marriage another chance: I want to make clear…there was/is no infidelity involved from either side, no drugs or alcoholism, no abuse. I did have anger issues & we argued a lot & I admit I made mistakes in my ungodly behavior towards him…I was angry, not gentle and blew up at him sometimes & said and done thing’s I shouldn’t have. SO HERE IS PART OF THE LETTER… Have you ever made mistakes? Has anyone in this world? YES, we all have in some way…because we are human. I LOVE YOU and I ALWAYS WILL…if you don’t believe that you should…it’s the truth…God knows. God only knows the hearts & truth…I’m changed for the better. This situation and pain has made me better and want to be the best wife to you. I love you and miss you so much. All of this hate & lies is just not right. I want peace & love. I want my husband back. I love you David…I honestly love you & I’m in love with you. God didn’t fail you…I did. He really did give you a woman who loves you…even after all of this…I’m not walking away. I made the mistake…not God. That’s why I’ve been crying & weeping everyday for months now…and I’m not exaggerating…I’ve cried so hard and deep everyday since this all happened. You’re my husband, partner & friend.
Some real jerks once gave me a hitter of weed laced with dmt that I didnt know about, and it was pretty wild. Within the course of a minute, a Tv in the other room began to sound more and more distorted, and I knew something was off. I heard the sound of the tv turn into the wildest music, sort of like old mudvayne, but it was all original in my head and it was about how everything in life is so superficial, as the tv started to distort into different instances reminding me of how fake and clueless we all can be. My eyes were closed the whole time, I think. All I could see were shiny colored eyes, very reminicient of the eye of horus. They became more and more prominent until everything was composed of them, kind of like the binary lines in the matrix. Past that I didnt remember much except there was a vast open space, and a feeling that our lives are very insignificant in the grand scope of things( which I thought was a big revelation at the time, but now I know it is not true). Part of it was the shock of knowing that there is really alot more to our world than what we can percieve as human beings. I think the drug let me see beyond the conciousness that our senses ground us in. I dont think I was really supposed to though. Toward the end I saw a beautiful glittering serpent- dragon, who didnt seem to pay me mind as I went deeper into the abyss but I think it was beckoning me to follow, and I refused. I think it may have been satan. So I thought it was cool and forgave the guys for tricking me into smoking dmt.
Ok, there is so much synchronicity going on with me and this article I am compelled to comment. First of all, your story is amazing. This is now the 3rd article of yours that I have seen and resonated with deeply. The main reason I am reaching out to you here is that I took psychedelics as an atheist/nihilist and I had the most amazing God experience (for me) imaginable. Because I was atheist my whole life, I wanted to know more; so I embarked on more psychedelic trips. In the course of my journey I have not only found God, but I have been to hell a few times and then semi-recently encountered Jesus (and so now I am Christian too). I know this comes off as a shameless plug, but my website chronicles my whole experience. Anyway, just about every one of my experiences have been incredibly biblical (even though I never read the bible before these experiences–I do now, btw), but I have also on my experiences encountered the concept of God is us and we are Him. The information I received was more along the lines of us being estuaries, tributaries, and streams of God that flow into a river and then the ocean and that the ocean is God. Basically something along the lines of Him creating us and us having a tiny spark of the divine in us because of that. I personally think idea fits into the Christian story just fine (but I’m not certain because I’m so new to the bible and Christianity). Anyway, I wanted to see if you’d be willing to be a guest on my podcast and talk about your thoughts on this matter.
talk about illusions… To honestly humor this idea that YOU are the only consciousness there… HOW ARE YOU CONSCIOUS BUIT NOBODY ELSE IS>>> ARE YOU LISTENING TO YOURSELF? that is the darkness you should strive to see out of… You KNOW everyone is else is conscious.. Kind of seems like you wouldn’t even know GOD unless “HE” looked the way you think… WE ARE TALKING ABOPUT THE CREATOR OF ALL HERE.. (AND YOU ALL CAN”T EAT A SHEET OF ACID, either wasn’t real acid, or you would have serious brain damage
I once as a Christian tried gummies and took too much… everything felt timeless and sinking. I could hear my family in the other room just talking and laughing and I felt like I was leaving them and being pulled away from them. I felt isolated from their love, and began to feel they were better off without me since they got on so well despite my absence. Time kept going on and on, it felt, and the feeling of being cut off from love was overwhelming, all I could do was pray to God and wait it out. God is all we need and will ever need. There is no need to seek anything outside of his love. Do not be fooled into thinking these things enhance our lives.
HERE’S THE PROBLEM WITH PEOPLE THINKING THEY ARE GOD… THEY KEEP FORGETTING THEY ARE LIKE A STRAND OF HAIR ON GODS HEAD.. WE ARE AN INTEGRAl PART BUT NOT AT ALL or THE WHOLE… PEOPLE FORGET THEY STILL ARE GROWING AND HAVE A CRAP-TON MORE TO LEARN.. YOU JUST SAID NEW AGE DEMON!!… TIPICAL ACCUSATION WITH ZERO BASIS… EVERYTHING OTHER THAN THE BIBLE AND CHRISTIANS IS A FREAKING DEMON… AND JUST CAUSE ONE THING MAY BE REAL… DEFINITELY DOESN’T MEAN ANYTHING OTHER THAN THAT… JUST CAUSE THERE’S “DEMON’S” TO YOU, DOESN’T JUST AUTOMATINGLY MEAN EVERY SINGLE THING IN THE BIBLE MUST BE CORRECT… EVER CULTURE HAS MONSTERS AND SPIRITS, EVEN IF YOU SEE ONE, DOESN’T AFFIRM ALL OF YOUR BELIEF’S… I HONESTLY FEEL BAD THAT YOU’R ARE GOING THREW ALL OF THIS, I WENT THREW A VERY SIMILAR TIME, IT TOOK YEARS TO FIND MY WAY HOME BUT IT’S NOT YOUR FRIENDS THAT ARE SUFFERING…. IT IS YOU.. THE CONNECTION OR SOUL TIE AS YOU CALL IT.. IS THE CONNECTION THROUGH GOD’S LOVE YOU FEEL WITH PEOPLE THAT YOU LOVE AND ARE ACTUALLY CONNECTED…(WE ARE ALL ONE, YOU GET IT) CUTTING YOUR LOVE CONNECTION WITH YOUR FRIENDS WAS NOT GOOD, THEY WERE THERE TO HELP YOU… BUT CONTINUE TO SEE THEM AS WORKING WITH DEMONS… IF IT MAKES YOUR STORY WORK.. I HOPE WHAT YOU GOT IS MORE BENIFICIAL THAN FRIENDS AND THE LOVE AND CONNECTION YOU HAVE WITH THEM.. (that’s ritorical) (You see what you look for)- you’re looking for a reason they feel fine and you,(the christian) doesn’t… maybe the answer is more suttle than you think.
Thank you gor sharing. I had alot of drug use when I was young and already knew God, I was young and hurting, I went thru 3 separate phcosis like episodes 2 when coming off drugs and 1 years later when I wasn’t doing anything. I know what it’s like to have my mind tormented, I never met anyone in person I could speak to about this that would understand. Thank u for your testimony.
“That all may be one as you, Father, are in me and I am in you” (John 17:21) I had the same experience of the Unity “One” consciousness. Exactly as profound and startling but in my research into a myriad of religious and spiritual text, I have found it to be consistent in every culture. This revelation lifted me out of the path of self-loathing and spite with a new profound understanding of grace an beauty in all of creation. After all, the revelation is that we are one with God. A divine piece of a great experience by God. It’s completely natural to be afraid of new concepts (especially those not in line with preconceived notions of reality) tho it is not a reason to label such an experience as evil and to dismiss further analysis of the experience. I say as an absolute truth, this experience turned a hardened raised atheist to a complete faithful, believer and lover of God. I ask you, how that can be so bad? Please reconsider your experience with deeper contemplation. Much love and respect for this trip report. Thank you for your time.
When I was in college I tried weed. The first two times were fine. Laughing a lot, craving a lot of junk food. The third time, I was caught in a bad trip and was struck with depersonalization/derealization. I wouldn’t wish this on my worst enemy. Basically, everything around me felt fake. I felt like this world wasn’t real and it felt like nothing mattered. I was depressed. Time went by so slowly. I would look at the clock just to regain my sense of time and 15 minutes would feel like 6 hours sometimes. Each day felt like an eternity. I was so numb and desensitized that I had to put my hand in the freezer just to see if I was alive or if I was in a dream. Just to FEEL something. This went on for 2-3 months but I am telling you that it felt like YEARS. It was absolutely hell on earth. Anyone reading this, please rethink your choices the next time you want to do drugs. It is never worth it.
I was struggling with faith, I tripped A LOT in 2016-2017. It made me turn away from it all, and I believed that mass-conciousness ideaology was what was real. I told myself things I knew were bullshit and programmed myself to believe it. I’m just glad I finally see again, it took awhile. Ever since I denounced my faith my life got hella worse, it’s getting better again now that I really believe again
When I was 15. I went to Phish concert at Alpine Valley. Me and a buddy both split a quarter ounce of mushrooms. I grew up Catholic but now am Protestant. Back then I didn’t have as much of an understanding about the gospel. And…..I went on a trip. And it was hell. 1) I hear saxaphones playing and was relaxed and laughing with my buddy. 2) Concert starts and it becomes dark. Every single person around me turns into a demon. There were tens of thousands of people okay? All I saw were demons. 3) It felt like I was in Hell. Surrounded by just like fire and demons. I ran through the crowds. I looked and sounded like an animal. 4) People pushed me and pulled me. People tried to help me. But in my mind all I felt were demons dragging me and pushing me around. So I did the only thing I could, or thought I could and fought, kicked, spit, and bit any and everything around me. 5) I ran down a hill and leaped headfirst into a bush. 6) The concert stopped for a bit as the band could see a huge disruption(ME) 7) I am basically in a seizure like state and paramedics have come and are trying to help me. But I just see demons and I run. 8) The police come and a deputy tries to help me and I fall. And I bit hard into his calf muscle. Then i get up and run away. I grab a woman by the hair and take her lit cigarette and swallow it. Smh 9) About 5 police officers are trying to keep me down as I am screaming and they put one of those spit bags over my head. My pants are drenched with urine. I am in hell.