Reading tarot cards can be energy-intensive, as it requires focusing and using intuitive and psychic abilities. However, the impact of reading on personal energy levels depends on the individual. People who drain energy often do so because they are the ones taking it. The solar plexus chakra, where the adrenals sit, knows what to do.
Reading Tarot does expend energy, just like any mental task, if you’re not properly fed and rested. The additional strain comes from interacting with the other person. Learning to ground and center is a must, as is being in as good condition as possible. Tarot card readings do not directly drain your energy; they are a form of guidance and insight, and they do not have the power to directly drain it.
Self-protection is helpful if you feel you have taken on too much negative energy in a particular Tarot reading. However, if you are prone to feeling drained or overwhelmed after every reading, know that you don’t. Readings drain your crown chakra, and if you are reading for others, they may be sucking away your positivity and energy.
After finishing your Tarot readings, it is important to ground yourself and bring your energy back into yourself. It can be draining, particularly when reading on heavy topics. When we believe something with all our being, we are emanating that energy of conviction into our environment to connect us with realities that confirm our beliefs.
In conclusion, reading tarot cards can be energy-intensive, but it can also help identify and overcome energy drains, prevent burnout, and promote holistic wellness.
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Should you pull a tarot card daily?
One method of establishing a practice of tarot is to pull a card each morning and record one’s thoughts and reflections on it in a journal. Additionally, touching the cards may prove advantageous. Nevertheless, a more elaborate configuration, such as an Instagram tarot spread, may offer a more visually appealing alternative. A well-executed morning tarot spread is an excellent way to commence the day with a tarot reading, instilling a sense of excitement and anticipation.
What is the most emotional Tarot card?
The Queen of Cups is a tarot card that symbolizes compassion, emotional depth, and intuitive wisdom. It represents a mature instinctual female with qualities of love, kindness, and sensitivity. The King of Cups, a powerful figure in the Tarot deck, represents emotional balance, compassion, and wisdom. Its upright and reversed meanings, symbolism, and impact on various aspects of life are explored. The King of Cups is profoundly significant within the Tarot deck, offering insights into emotional intelligence, relationships, and personal growth.
It invites us to embrace our inner wisdom and find harmony between our hearts and minds, whether it appears upright or reversed. This journey of self-discovery is a captivating realm of the King of Cups.
Is it bad to shuffle tarot cards?
Shuffling tarot cards is a practice that involves a mindful or meditative state, allowing the reader to step out of daily life and into a more intuitive and insightful frame of mind. It provides a pause before starting the reading and allows the reader to silently ask for assistance, guidance, and protection. Professional tarot readers traditionally use their left hand to shuffle the cards, as the left side is associated with intuitive and receptive energy.
However, there is no exact number of shuffles to achieve a truly random tarot deck, and some people prefer to shuffle for at least a minute while focusing on their question. If a nontraditional shuffling method works for you, go for it, as the most important thing is to move the cards around.
Which is the strongest tarot card?
The Fool is a card in tarot games, not part of the Major Arcana. In most games, the Fool is independent of both plain suit cards and trump cards, and does not belong to either category. Tarot decks originally made for game playing do not assign a number to the Fool indicating its rank in the suit of trumps. The Fool is one of the most valuable cards in almost all tarot games.
In tarot games originating from Italy and France, the Fool has a unique role, sometimes called “the Excuse”. In these games, the player excuses the player from following suit or playing a trump. At the end of the trick, the player takes back the Fool and adds it to their trick pile, giving the trick’s winner the least valuable card from that same pile. If there are no cards to give in exchange, the Fool is worth one point less and an extra point is given to the trick-taker.
In a minor variant option of French tarot, a player dealt trump 1 but with no other trumps or the Fool can make trump 1 behave the same as the Fool. In official tournament rules, a player in this situation must declare their hand and force a redeal.
Is it OK to pull tarot cards for yourself?
Tarot readings can be done by beginners, providing insight into current situations, honoring intuition, and forecasting potential outcomes. To begin, clean the energy of your space by burning herbs, ringing bells or chimes, taking a bath, or using crystals. A Selenite wand is a popular energy refresher that aids clarity.
Sit comfortably and close your eyes, focusing on the protective energy surrounding you. Take deep breaths, think about your question or needing guidance, and keep your mind and heart open to the answers that may come through the cards. Shuffle the deck, focusing on your desired query, and shuffle the cards in front of you. The pattern laid out is called a “spread”, and the meaning of each card in combinations builds up to the overall answer to your query.
Before beginning to shuffle, know which spread you will be working with. As answers come through, it’s important to draw additional cards for further clarity or start with a new question from a different perspective. Tarot readings can be a powerful tool for personal growth and understanding.
What is the luckiest card in the tarot?
The Wheel of Fortune card, part of the Major Arcana, is a symbol of destiny, fortune, success, elevation, luck, and felicity. It is often depicted in a six- or eight-spoked wheel, often attended by an individual dressed in an Egyptian-style headdress. In some decks, such as the AG Müller, the wheel is also attended by an individual wearing a blindfold. The wheel is not always inscribed with any lettering, but the letters T-A-R-O (clockwise) or T-O-R-A (counter clockwise) can be found aligned against four of the spokes, which can also be interpreted as R-O-T-A, the Latin word meaning “wheel”.
In some decks, such as the Waite, the wheel is inscribed with additional alchemical symbols representing the four elements: Earth, Air, Fire, and Water. These emblems can also be seen on the Magician’s table in the Magician card (Card I).
Which tarot card represents power?
The Strength card, a Major Arcana tarot card, is numbered either XI or VIII depending on the deck. It represents power, energy, action, courage, magnanimity, complete success, and honors. Historically known as Fortitude, it is also called Lust in the Thoth Tarot deck. The card’s design is consistent across tarot decks, featuring a woman and a lion, with the woman leaning over the lion. Some decks have the woman clasping the lion’s jaws, while others have the woman sitting upon the lion or with one hand on it. The lemniscate above her represents enlightenment and spiritual powers, while the lion represents animal passions and earthly cravings.
What is the saddest tarot card?
Theresa Reed, known as The Tarot Lady, discusses the grieving process and the Five of Cups, which she believes is the saddest card in the deck. Grief doesn’t happen in a neat package with stages, and sometimes you can’t fully recover. Megan Devine’s book, It’s Okay That You’re Not Okay: Meeting Grief and Loss in a Culture that Doesn’t Understand, offers a profound and honest look at the grieving process, with tips, practices, and stories to aid in healing after loss.
Is it bad to touch someone else’s tarot cards?
The rules for using Tarot cards are simple: don’t touch someone else’s cards without permission and set a clear intention before shuffling them. Tarot cards can absorb good and bad energies from people they’ve given insight into, so it’s crucial to set your intentions to protect yourself from negative energy and bad decisions. The cards can open a portal if not used with good intention and protection isn’t in place.
What tarot card represents energy?
The Major Arcana cards represent the energy of each zodiac sign, with Wands representing fire sign energy, Cups representing water sign energy, Pentacles representing earth sign energy, and Swords representing air sign energy. Readers may assign different signs to each Major Arcana card, but these discoveries are the most accurate in professional readings. The zodiac signs are Aries, Taurus, Gemini, Cancer, Leo, Virgo, Libra, Scorpio, Sagittarius, Capricorn, Aquarius, and Pisces. These cards represent the energy of each sign in the zodiac.
Can we read tarot during periods?
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When I became aware of my pain body it was one of the most painful emotional experiences I have ever been through, it was like an abusive lover who had been found out trying their very hardest to stay in my life. Now I have a much greater understanding of my pain body I can see it for what it is and how often it cycles through me, which for me is every 10 to 14 days. It will try to justify its existence around anything and everything but as Eckhart says once you have awareness around this through consciousness it becomes impossible to not change. For years I was drug addicted and street homeless and have been sober for 13 years, yet I still suffered until discovering Eckhart, his books and teachings, which have truly been the missing piece of the puzzle, as life changing as putting down the drugs. Thank you Eckhart .
This man is unique and is the only 1 who has truly helped to understand my pain, he describes so well this phenomenon that u can’t miss his point😂 i think i’m not “healed” completely but i believe i’m on the right path and i wish everyone can understand this truth and live life in a different and much better way ! Peace
I’m relatively new to the presence / awareness thing, but it’s super interesting to me how just by merely perusal this article and understanding this “Pain Body” concept has instantly made me feel ‘lighter’ mentally and in my chest. Prior to perusal it I had this gross chesty anxiety feeling floating around, emotions were elevated from some toxic thoughts that were starting to spiral a bit. By the time this article was over, I felt immensely better. Anyone else feel the same change as well?
Eckhart you are my sunshine, I cannot describe my gratitude for your existince. You are my spiritual father, you’ve raised me. With your books, audios, articles, I’ve built my foundation of my awareness, and it keeps raising day after day. I will pray for you till end of my life. You are pure light. I thank you for all and thank God for your existence.
I met once a person who told me to read the power of now very randomly just after 5mins. I had never read any books and had never followed any book nor movie recommendations. That time I felt the calling, read the book and it changed my life. I was called the enlighten one and I manifested a beautiful soul to marry with. Then those pain bodies woke up. Now I am divorced and I am back here listening to the teachings and I feel as grateful to this gentleman as I did years and years ago. I will never make the same mistake again and forget who I really am.
This resonated with me. The pain body, it has taken over my life recently and I’m on a path to correcting it, it has been there for a long time but recently its been worse. Eckhart has been a great help in recognizing issues inside myself, the part he said at the end about people with highly negative energy being the ones more urged to spiritually awaken really hit home. I have been meditating almost daily but the goal is daily and listening to a lot of articles to identify the problems and I’ve discovered many of them and am actively working on changing them. Awareness has helped me tremendously, I am able to spot triggers more easily now. I take time to be aware of emotions rising and if they arise i let them pass. There’s a lot of turmoil in my relationship atm and its messing with my life and my gf. Same issues over and over, but I recognize the way i react to them is not helping matters. Honestly this has given me so much motivation to change how I deal with my emotions.
I did found my pain body with help of awareness and lots of prayers and mantras. But now it resists so much(panic attacks, feeling weak and unhealthy for no reason, attracting negative people and situations more) …although I try not to feed it, sometimes I feel hopeless. It was controlling my mind and my whole life for years years that it doesn’t wanna go away easily… Praying for all who choose the path of awareness in light! ❤️
This has really helped, I was tossing and turning in bed thinking why have my old friends turned on me because I’ve stopped drinking it really seemed to rattle their pain bodies me just wanting to get well. But listening to Eckhart I managed to stop that crazy thinking and move to what felt like my forehead/third eye and just be clear from thought whilst he talked so liberating and I’m getting better at finding this space. Thanks 🙂
This is amazing. Loving these new refreshers Eckahrt is doing, it’s a massive help to realise the significance of involving meditation in your life at times when the business makes you forget. Would be amazing to have a new book from Eckhart Tolle, like a New Earth 2.0 with some great refreshers. Thank you for everything 🙂
Thank you Eckhart for showing me why that anger I’ve worked so hard to eradicate can take hold every once in awhile for seemingly no reason. I was blaming myself for not being strong enough now I know to tell it to get lost! (I’m being polite 😉) Once again, Thank you Eckhart for coming to my rescue!!!❤❤❤❤❤❤
It’s totally understandable why he laughs at all that. Humans are immature beings when it comes to consciousness issues. Better saying- baby beings acting as truly knowlegble and wise ones. Without metaphysical information we are only an emotional lonely pain body, lost in unconscious cycles during life. And the worst is, some of us reject extern information and almost always don’t let it rise from inner pain. Not kowing hurts way more than touching the roots of what we’ve been carrying. I love you Eckhart. How wonderful might be to date a man like you.
Pain body needs to feed on painful emotions because they are matching energy. They are consciousness that come into forms. It creates drama with people close to you, especially intimate relationships. Press the right buttons to awaken other person’s pain body as well. It can also control your thinking to create negative thoughts to feed on. Every thought is energy and form. Once you recognize pain body, awareness comes in. Entities that match pain body’s frequency are attracted into your experiences. Pain bodies don’t like the light of consciousness. They cannot operate under conscious focus. Thanks Eckhart. 12 August 2022. :thanksdoc::thanksdoc::thanksdoc:🌿🌿🌿🌿🌹🌹🌷🌷
Regarding pain bodies, gremlins, energy entities, biblical demons and such like terminology . . . when described by different teachers (such as Mr. Tolle, Carl Jung, and others) and in different contexts such as ” therapy ” or clinical psychology . . . the likelihood is strong they’re all talking about the same thing (eg. spiritual evil) and it’s a very useful theory.
I am facing a monster. I am praying for Awakening. The part that gets me is once we realize this is not reality and we are all playing a role, wearing a mask so to speak then why doesn’t the pain disappear? – If I realize that it’s not real, then why doesn’t it just fall away? Why do I still feel so sad, confused, depressed and disconnected!? I feel completely debilitated. <--- literally.
It’s scary to think that strong pain bodies can attract other entities or another pain body (the scary part) the thought in which it makes it possible to establish bonds, relationships, friendships that are built on trauma. Make it or break it. I’ve learned so much from Eckhart Tolle, his sense of humor makes it that much more enjoyable to sit and listen. <3
I wanted to ask you lovely people in the comments. I’m currently 15, around April of this year I suddenly had this moment of sheer confusion, suffering and melancholy. I spent every day for two months trying to find out what exactly it was and I’ve found that what is going on is me looking into the future and worrying so much about not being able to spend as much time with my mom and having to decide on what I’m gonna pursue as a young adult. I’m constantly in my head worrying about this and I think that my pain body was created mostly because of my parents divorce and my general lack of clarity. My pain body makes it so when I’m by myself I this pain starts to fester into a massive pain in me. I wanted ask you, the person reading this, how do you deal with future tripping and for those who have had to deal with a divorce how did you deal with not being able to see one of your parents as much, my mom means the world to me and being brainwashed into thinking she was a monster and not being able to spend a lot of time with her still haunts me to this day. Maybe this feeling is just something that happens at my age but I don’t know.
Wouldn’t it be useful if a scientific study were done to objectively compare two groups of people with similar characteristics, one of which regularly studied Eckhart’s teachings and one of which did not study Eckhart’s teachings to see what the outcome was at 1,2,3 and 6 months. If there was a significant improvement then it could be used as part of Evidence Based Medicine & as Evidence Based Education.
Pain body does not want to be uncovered. I understand that al my good feelings create good energy and if bad feelings and memories arise create bad energy if I don t recognize them as bad for me and others. So important to stay awake and follow Eckhart or Jesus in our hearts if we are able of course …. thanks a lot, great revelation with Eckhart help for me.
This is exactly what I needed today. I have been struggling with uncontrollable anger for a while now and it doesn’t seem to be just mine. I have been letting go of some suppressed pain and grief from childhood and most of it from when my dad passed away when I was 5. Then bouts of anger and words that come out of my mouth surprise me right after I say them. I felt a little unsettled when I discovered that I have got negative entities attached to my pain body. Eckhart makes it so much simpler and easy to deal with. ❤️
I am grateful for learning about the pain body. It explains a lot about my family and myself. I was even volunteering the other day at the food bank, and this one woman lied and cut in front of everyone and started screaming at us when we questioned her. She just started grabbing and stealing food and yelled insults at us, then ran off. I felt like something dark was attached to her, either a big pain body or an outside entity. I guess it could have been both. I had terrible dreams that night about violence that I never have, like actual torture and gore. I realize something jumped on to me, or she triggered my pain body. After I realized what it was, things were OK. I did a cleansing and was able to get back to sleep. It was weird as heck, though. So I believe in it.
I love you so very much Eckhart❤️🙏😍🌹I owe you my sanity! ❤️❤️❤️ to be honest I owe you my everything, my well adjusted kids, my marriage, even my better understanding of morality, compassion and true value of life! I feel so blessed for knowing and learning so much from you. I thank you very much for your teachings. All the God’s grace and blessings to you and your loved ones. ❤️🙏😍🌹
This is such a fantastic teaching – I feel that when Police psychologists go to scenes where compassion & diplomacy are needed that this understanding is also needed. Perhaps some already do this naturally to a degree, but I think a heightened awareness of what can help others in these situations would be beneficial- God Bless Eckhardt 🙏💓🙏
Me and my ex girlfriend had a huge pain body release. Lots of “shadow projection came out” lots of things were said when we were both hurt that emotionally destroyed us …. Afterwards I got diagnosed with borderline personality (which explains all of my extreme emotions). It had to happen though. I see that it was a necessity for us to learn and grow. Hopefully it can heal and turn into something greater. We’ve broken up twice but the love was so great because we were so similar in good and bad ways. Each time it got better and better but it’s very painful to go through it and we both still love each other but leaving it up to God..
Eckhart, I reached my ENLIGHTENMENT about a year ago. I struggled for 20 years trying to follow spiritual teachers’ guides. But I was able to reverse engineer the process of stopping the advances from the DEFAULT MODE NETWORK. I’ve written a book with instructions for the ENLIGHTENMENT OF THE MASSES. My meditation techniques are fundamental with crystal clear instructions and no open concepts or parables to figure out. My book is now available in Amazon “ON THE EVOLUTION FROM THE PRIMITIVE EGOIC MIND BY MEANS OF PURE CONSCIOUSNESS” by Victor Berrios
Question for Eckhardt. How does one deal with the pain body as a hypersensitivity to the Collective state? My life is peaceful, mostly drama free but some days i am overcome by registering the Collective pain and it is a heaviness that descends for a while till it works its way through.Even at the very start of a new day on a peaceful morning. But its a heaviness, a sadness that is present. Is there an awareness that is happening that has any worth in this experience? What is the purpose of this? Thank you for maybe addressing this sometime.
I quite often wake up in my pain body – even if I’ve been feeling good the night before. So, then it’s like a process each day to overcome it and get onto a better feeling state- variously through meditation and/or exercise, music, Wim Hof breathing etc. So, the awareness is there but how to clear it so I’m not waking up in a funk?
Everyone has a painbody. I believe that it relates to our negative human emotions. Possibly during the past I might had being encarceraned by the pain body throughout many years. I never created problems into any one but I did self imposed unnecessary suffering due to my non stop negative thoughts. I develop manic obssesive compulsions that for years I could not control. Presently, I have turned into a positive thinker and for all those good years I have practice daily meditation and affirmative prayers.
What battles we face, some more than others. The seen and the unseen until you figure it out. I do like that term ‘the pain body’s I’m glad there’s a dissipation element, the expended energy wasted is exhausting. I’m glad you came unintended onto my feed. Articulating these life experiences helps me to know that somehow I’ve by some mind machination found the right way through…
The feedback loop theory: Creation in itself created humans who have evolved with so much power to create that we are impelled to use those tools more intelligently or the tools we evolve into destroy us. Eckhart Tolle points this out like a scientist releasing study after study that sheds light on what is really going on verses casual observance. The evolved power of our minds automatically creates feedback loops that are so strong we end up like the person talking to the telephone pole barely tethered to reality. Like ET points to: when you know who you really are the pieces of the puzzle come together automatically. And that is the path creation itself created. So who am I? Ok, I am. No innuendo. Lots of feedback wants to jump in because there’s lots of power there but that’s the entry point. Talking about the entry point and creation itself has its own paradoxes but it sure beats perusal the blood on the streets for cash news show/feedback.
Eckhart is a spiritual Freud, who nailed and labeled divisions of personality, I.e. I’d, ego and superego. Here, it’s the pain body: the accrual of pain/trauma that builds up in the human body, mind and spirit from childhood. You might even say it’s an “addition” to Freudian theory. Even our newly recognized “NOW” could fit into this ideation. I can’t help wondering about the influence of Freud in ET’s life, because all aspects of the ego appear throughout ET’s teaching, and both men are from a similar region of Europe, and each has had such a profound impact on the way we think of our selves.
I felt it today, after I was thinking of things that happened this morning, I realised “hold on, what’s that” and I could feel the pain body, it feels heavy, dence and separated from me! I then realised “use it!” So I did. It became quiet but within minutes the thoughts started again, so I had to do it again and again and again. I still felt irritated but it was just there. I’m currently in pre menopause and everything is more irritating than normal. I guess I can either wallow in what is felt or just let it be there, trying not to feed it. THANK YOU!!!❤❤
❤❤❤ GENIUS Master E Tolle…here is ONE greater than A Einstein ‘ cause Tolle exposes & opens all the SEALS as in the Book of Revelation that conceal TRUTH!!! PAIN BODY..a painfully exhaustive subject dealt here with apt tact & precision!!! I must NOW leave this state, country to AVOID much much much more pain! 😂😂😂 Will SOON depart even this planet/EARTH!!! DEATH & dying is better than suffering IN this realm every other second!!! Fear not, just speaking in MYSTICAL terms as does the MASTER!!!😊😊😊 Enjoying Tolle’ IN SIGHTS that sets my SIGHTS high & on course!!! Shalom!!!
My Pain Body is still there & Huge as the Trauma experienced even til Reaching my 20s were Huge but i’m begining to Recognize it . Begining to Ground despite it but is Hard af .Entities cannot enter a Person if Divine Protection has been installed (through someone else praying for them daily )Shadow Spirits cannot Pass where is Divine Protection .But better avoid pple with low Consciousness
When my pain body arrises I really start to panic, I cannot sleep and feel really anxious about the future. I start worrying about work and want to isolate. Thanks to Eckhart I’m awakening, and I reconize the pain body. However, my thought are really strong and feeding my pain body. I keep practicing awareness, even when te pain body is really strong. Are there other people who are experiencing the same?
I’ve lived in ‘fight’ since I was a small child, and my pain body is on the go almost all the time. It only regulates when I’m asleep. Since being retraumatised by a rookie therapist, I’ve become so hyperaware of my pain body I now can’t leave it alone. I’m basically drip-feeding it all day. And because it never lets up, I can’t find a way to dissolve the surges, even though I recognise them immediately. Either I unleash it in my next interaction or I crash. It’s exhausting.
I thankful to myself cos if I don’t have.good temper I think die already. Yes fortunately I manage stress and learn calm before .good man sure won’t let good woman suffer or have any no good mood then the man all day blame.her very bad experience that I nv have before.the best man nv let me suffer He is kind and thoughtful all day will think on behalf of me unlike Edwin always don’t care don’t bother my feelings always.he failed to be good lover.he all day cared me U just go away I don’t need u U too cunning.people have good heart kind heart not like u We are the same continnent not like u extra bad The baddest part of u don’t care don’t bother to focus on u I don’t care the arrow I three away I pojnt at u U should focus on u if not I go find Io Better don’t play fun on me .I not the one can play fun with.i so serious in u last time I can’t accommodate play fun.if u still don’t stop I won’t forgive but take actions.i no wrong but right U to bad u know.go and know please
It is essential to bring more consciousness into your life in ordinary situations when everything is going relatively smoothly. In this way, you grow in presence power. It generates an energy field in you and around you of a high vibrational frequency. No unconsciousness, no negativity, no discord or violence can enter that field and survive, just as darkness cannot survive in the presence of light. 💛 Eckhart
When we do not have a body anymore, is’nt it so that we also are only energy, like the painbody??? Maybee my dead grandmoather is only an entity like painbody? So if painbody disolves, maybee my dead reletves are disolved to, or? Is not that the same ting? Hope not. So you would say maybee painbody has not a soul??? What is keeping one person that onse lived to come together again???? Thank you both for very helping articles!
What do you do with addictive negative thinking due to the fact that you’ve never been able to pay all your monthly bills….. having two full time jobs and still not able to pay all your bills……… I’m 40 and have never been able to pay all my monthly bills, for instance I can’t afford car insurance right now so I haven’t had it for a few months but still drive for work everyday….. living like this your entire adult life is living in constant trauma…… living in constant trauma in a situation where you haven’t felt comfortable about life in over 20 straight years, how do you stop the obsessive additive negative thoughts then?? When your whole life has shown you no matter what you do you can’t make enough money…. I have a BA degree by the way and have never made one repayment because again I can’t afford it…… how do you stop the negative thoughts when your entire life has been more negative than positive for your own experience and as you watch others both struggle as much. What do you do when your life is constant negative feeling???
Thank you so much for what you do, Waunstar. During a download of 1’s and 0’s, I realized it turned into an upload. I saw hands going through manila folders, and I could hear the names of all the Tarot readers I watched rattle off. I tried to keep your name protected, but the hands pulled it out of my head in slow motion. It kind of hurt my head. I think Spirit was taking a tally of your Subscribers, lol. I just hope they clicked the like button on the way out. I always do, phew! Thanks for sharing such a personal story, so I shared one too. Please feel free to giggle more, it makes my day.